U KNOW THAT KIND OF FEELING ? U SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT A PERFECT GUY . SO WAD CAN I SAY ? AND FUCK I SAID I DUN WAN TO CHAT TO YOU FOR TODAY RYTE . I DAMN HURT LERS WHY STILL DUN WAN END THE CONVERSATION. U TRY TO BE ME LAHS . U TRY TO CRY EVERYDAY . U TRY IT THEN U WILL KNOW HOW IT FEELS. BEEN SCOLDED FUCKER FEELS GOOD AH ? NOT AT ALL . IT FUCKS HURT ME. IMAGINE IM THE ONE SCOLDING YOU THIS. HOW IT FEELS ? SORRY ? SORRY, THE PAIN IS STILL THERE. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IM LIKE THIS. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I STILL CAN HOLD ON TILL NOW . I DUN UNDERSTAND I'VE BEEN HURT AGAIN AND AGAIN . I STILL CAN BE WAITING HERE. I DUN UNDERSTAND ANY SINGLE OF IT. U KNOW HOW IT FEELS ? U KNOW HOW THE PAIN IS LIKE. U SCOLD ME , I NOT HAPPY SO I SCOLD YOU BACK AH ? THINK OF IT , IF I SCOLD FUCK , FUCKER AND OFFLINE TO YOU . HOW DO YOU FEEL ? I THINK I MUST BE CRAZY , MUST BE TOO STRESS OVER THINGS . U SAID U WANT ME BACK RYTE ? PROVE IT TO ME LAHS. U CAN SAY ONLY WAD . I ALSO CAN SAY IM WAITING BUT ACTUALLY I DIDN, RYTE ? IT HURTS , OKAY. IM A HUMAN , I GOT FEELINGS . I FELT HURT UNTIL IM GOING NUMB . IM GOING CRAZY SOON . IM NOT BLAMING YOU FER CAUSING ME TO BE LIKE THIS . YOU KNOW THE FEELING WHEN SOMEONE YOU LOVE SAID THAT HE IS A STRANGER TO YOU ? WHEN I DIDN EVEN TREAT YOU AS A STRANGER. I JUST WANT YOU BACK . IS THAT SO DIFFICULT ? MUST WE ALWAYS QUARREL . I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY . MIGHT AS WELL DIE . I JUST WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND . IM HURT , IM UPSET . CAN YOU CARE FOR ME AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT. A LITTLE BIT ? ITS ENOUGH FOR ME . DONT SCOLD ME VULGARITIES, CAN ? I DONT FEEL GOOD .IF FORGETTING YOU IS EASY , THEN GOOD AH . BUT I CANT . I JUST CANT.

BUT STILL , UOY EVOL I .

WHY SIA,

NO LONGER CRYING INSIDE..HAIS .