its the second month already. i've got no motivation to move on. brrr , went to white sands today - escape ! hahas , sians lah . hais , then they go ride bicycle . me alone go sit down. started to cry with mich . never listen to mp3 when u are feeling down ! cause you will cry until very jialat. yup , stop crying lers then go beach walk walk nor with winnie , jeanie and mich . imagine four person hug together & cry . crazy har ? people walk past also will say siao nahs .except jeanie nah , she nv cry . no tears came out from her eyes.

i hug jeanie very tight & cry & yes . pour out everything to her . but i dun feel any better . i dontknow why .

hais , walk along the beach & repeat the same sentence . ' 你没有教我怎么忘掉你 ,你知道我的心很痛吗? ' & cried alot alot alot. until clement they all asked me why i cry until so cham liddat. hahas , first time cry so fucks long nah . cause three of us cry non-stop. cry ler , stop & cry again -.- see each other cry also buay tahan. my tears wont get to stop today . ahhh , mich ferget beat people nah ! hais . all the guys behind waiting for us to cry finish . wrote alot alot of things on the sand . but over a rainy night , all will disappear ders. hais ,

when go take mrt to city hall , crazy abit nah . xD ask clement & jiahao buy lalalas for us to drink if at marina bay . but in the end , never go ah . cause very late ler. halfway in mrt , my stomach very pain . cause from morning 11 plus till 8 plus never eat ah . reach city hall ler still must walk to marina square. michelle hold on to me cause im really going to faint lers . thanks ah (: <3s very pain nah ! go makan ler , still the same . very pain . cry & cry & cry , still fucks pain . clement see ler , shocked lahs. i need medicine.. hais . i wantt to go home ahh , so took taxi back with mich , jeanie & ahem . wait for taxi also very longgg , pain like hell ! duhs . told michelle something .
有时侯我需要他,
可是他却不在我身边..

went down at lot 1 . all kesiao in taxi also . crazy better lahs . ahem & jeanie go take petir first. me & mich take senja de. all alone lahs after mich went off at south view. think alot again . HAIS , walk home alone nor . reach home bout ten plus , i want to go home later than that ... im not having alot of fun today & i cant too . hais

hahas funny lah , jiahao asked , ' that kuku boy again ah ? ' in msn to me lols , kuku boy -.-

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i happen to see someone's blog just now . cause i was searching ah , then also donno why can search until her blog sia . i think is her secret blog bahs . she is going to like either _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _ _ lers. hais , donno nahs . she at there write wad choose de. mmm , maybe if she like him , then maybe he will like her back & he will be happy ? donno ah . HAIS ,
i donno wad im talking about also .

people's secret blog means privacy . i wont say anything bout it, so dont ask also ! wont tell .

* i'll post the pics next time.

it doesnt matters if it is the fact ,
i would hold on to the pain .

its tha 12th =/
HAIS

my guessings wasnt wrong .
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