%#$&@!
stop my feelings . i felt angry . i felt angry ANGRY -
i went to take a look as i heard it from someone .
I JUST HOPE I COULD BE BLIND AND COULDNT SEE ANYTHING . sorry fer vulgarities but i just cant take it anymore. LOVE LARHS. cb, IM BLIND . AHHH . I SHOULD HAVE PRETENDED THAT I DUNNO ANYTHING . ahh , fuck. control my feelings. i dont blame . i dont hate . CAUSE I KNOW ... WASNT IN WRONG. its just normal. ya , but FUCK . i dont understand why i felt this way. can i be blind fer this few minutes. i shouldnt go and take a look &&& it hurts lah . i wont cry . I WONT CRY . IT HURTS HURTS HURTS . regret larhs . I DONT WANT TO THINK ANYMORE . IM SUPER DAMN DAMN DAMN ANGRY . please , im a human . i got feelings . I GOT FEELINGS . CB ! AHHHH ! im not transparent , IM NOT .

go away . go away GO AWAY .

my temper . under control -

sorry fer vulgarities. just too angry ler.
dun ask why . no reasons .

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hais ,
how can i be so blur larhs. i accidentally deleted it.
kaos , all lost le lahs .
hais , hais , hais &
somemore it wont come back anymore..
AHH , why i so blur larhs !

HAIS .

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today wasnt a nice & happy day . not one ! chinese test not enough time do finish , sure get low marks. pure geog pass xD quite happy lahs but tyco also. whole day , i felt like sleeping cause the flu medicine. i need to tahan until guides finish . end till 7 liddat . sians ah . tml still must stay back until 3.30 in the library . tml got physics test but i not really scare. fail then fail ler .

eyes pain . duhs ! today , everything goes wrong for me . can i dont go to school anymore ? hais .

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STILL .