i felt like so ... AHH !
i dont understand why . i just dont understand.
i didn know he is such a person, i didn know until today.
i wont hate him cos ' it doesnt helps solving the problem .
it only invites more trouble. no more , please !
WHY sia. damn disappointed - i trusted u & hais.
ferget it.

now i dont know who is the one who really cares about me.
fuck.
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school sians lah . wanted to get out of school immediately . english lesson watch movie lors. after school , moodswing . very tired , dont have the mood to talk to anyone. lazy ah. after school stay inside the library to do my maths until 3 plus . suppose got tution with karen but end up dun have cos of some problems. yup . doing my home econs later.

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i asked zayar about it and he said , ' BOILS '
i felt the same too . but hais , i dun have the rights to care lahs .
not mine already also.
HAIS .

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crying everyday is going to be a habit.

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