yesterday
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wenta hospital with mum & dad , aunt & grandma to visit grandpa . & i realised that he became skinny ! really skinny than before . heartache lahs ): he is inside like bout three months already because he got this infection from that hospital . tha fees is like $8000 . i mean if its not because of tha infection , grandpa also dun need to say fer months . & they want my mum to pay all that with all her medifund . then when she gets older , what if she have illnesses . choy ! what will happen to her ? this is so unreasonable . i was so pissed off , so while tha doctor is explaning , i kept staring at him . i felt like giving him a punch >.< BAHHH !

dad tried to talk to him & asked fer financial help . because grandma & other aunts do not have the medifund . only mum have . so they cant expect mum and the rest to pay with cash . as if we are rich family ! then then , they kept talking , mumbling , sort of complaining . it continues & continues till it stops when the adults found a way to solve tha problem ! seriously , tha doctor is having difficulties & we knw that . so dad have to talk to the social worker first . if the case cant be look into again , grandma & aunts will look for i-dont-know-what-that-person-called for financial help , like my big uncle who is in mental hospital & i suddenly miss him so much although i've nvr seen him before because mum dont let me go there with her ): sad.

after that so-called meeting , we went off & dad drove us to bp plaza , had some shoppings . went home ! : DD

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today !

i had FOUR pathetic hours of math lesson . tiring , sleepy , moody , blah blah blah ~ etc . tml is the same too so that after christmas , i dont have to come back anymore ! so i shall suffer now fer this week . hais ! after tha tiring math lesson , i went to wait fer winnie outside school . & waited fer michelle . she went off , winnie & i wenta greenridge makan . saw linming , like crap ! lols , he didn change lahs . still the same , somemore stay in the same block with me .

i went home after that ! winnie went to find jeanie that zibi . im watching tv later (:

i shall hypnotize myself ~
slim down , slim down , slim down ! LIMIN !

I BOUGHT A CUTE PINK CACTUS HOME : DDD


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