went to sleep just now to forget some thangs on my head . before that , michelle told me sth . ouhs , so its tha whole table . how pathetic i am -.- i feel so hated by people suddenly . anyway , i wont care because they dun even understand me. hahaa : DD i suddenly miss alvinn & etc school friends so much .. nvm uhs , alvinn's bbq birthday party is coming & im sure i'll get very fun there.

im still feeling not very good uhs . you know wad ? i'll remember all this . or maybe i shall just forgive and forget .

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GET THIS CLEAR . i hate people commenting bout stuffs they dontknw . whats wrong if we are liddat . you dontknw how we feel & you gave such comment . why dont you be us and feel how extras we are . we dont even knw tha people there . what do you EXPECT us to do ? go to everyone's face and say HELLOS :D , is it ? they might think im insane and crazy . HELLOS !?! FOUR PEOPLE ONLY . FOUR ONLY !

ITS VERY FRUSTRATING , IRRITATED , DULAN got to see that comment . maybe i shouldnt even go and see it . i thought you guys are still nice peoples and didn even ever THOUGHT that it ended up liddat. I HATE IT , fucks hate it . just like what i said before. PLEASE DONT FUCKS ASSUME BOUT MY CHARACTER IF YOU DONTKNW ANYTHING BOUT ME . any single bout it ! i can be nice to you if you did tha same to me .

i just wanna vent my anger . just dont let me see you , or else i'll go very mad at you . i dontwant to scold , i dontlike to scold people . BUT PLEASE ! know us before u talk bout us . i hate that two words of yours .

scram , please .
i dont want to scold any vulgarities again .
make this tha last time .

boilings*

im tired . really , i regreted . REGRETED SO MUCH . HELL NO TO ^&@^!~# .
im really sick of this . FUCKS SICK .

& today i knew that my school friends are so great .

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i think im tired or maybe im not : / was on tha phone with winnie , michelle and tha rooster ytd . hahaa : DD then winnie hang up tha call . we three continued till like from midnight twelve to morning four plus . li hai bahs ! hahaa. ouhs , he talked bout his story ~ & i was listening on how michelle and tha rooster kept quarreling . ya da ya da ~ they wont stop ders . hahaa !

crappings ~

dad is shouting at his worker on tha phone now . damn scary -.- this few days , i cant sleep well . i dunknw why . frustrated ! mum went to malaysia . erkor at night go out . dakor maybe go camp . dad sure not at home de. which means im alone at home again ! ~$%@^# everytime liddat -.- im not gonna eat at night lahs . since im lazy to go out and i dun wish to eat .

no money ! $$ hais .


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