suddenly feel so emo . ouhs , im really tired. went to school today . after that , slacked and ate at greenridge. went to lot 1 , met up with weiming , kurt's bro and kurt . home(: im tired of reading those posts which gets on my nerves . it makes me guilty to knw that we caused him to quarrel with his friends . im sick of telling people not to comment bout things they dontknw . im sick of everything ! i felt like scolding vulgarities . i felt like settle all this thing. ouhs ! and we knw wad we want , not we dontknow. just a simple apology . thats all .

i wont wanna to scold anymore . i wont wanna care anymore . im dead tired of it . sick of it but im fucking angry too . i dontwant to post another one with full of vulgarities when im super extreme damn angry .

maybe i should scold and grumble about everything in my secret blog with all kinds of vulgarities and make me feel much better inside . im feeling fucks terrible inside because i cant say anything harsh words out anymore because i donwant it to be stir up again .

i felt like changing my blog url . & for this time i wont let those not-so-close friends knw. let's see bahs.. depends. maybe i would change my decision . maybe i wont even let my close friends knw too . dont search for it .




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