i've lots to say . too much to say , too much to talk bout how i feel . maybe it starts from me . if i dontknw him , if i nvr even get started with him , i wont knw kurt , weiming and others . & then we wont be there on that day & things will not go on till this stage . sorry eh ? i dunknw if im correct to say sorry because i still think im not in the wrong. but hell no to say sorry to you . is to myself and my girlfriends . i didn knw a happy party will end up like this . i think no one expect this happen , especially us .

maybe i shouldnt agree on going there , maybe i should just bloody hell hate him and didn even care to go to his party so that we wont be there . so that we wont get such comments and start bickering at each other . or maybe we should just go off after giving tha present . zl , i knw you will read my blog . i knw you will side yr friends or maybe u will just kept silent . maybe i should even say sorry to you , making your life difficult .making everyone's life difficult .

this matter is gonna rest one day with fucking good apologies. or maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and do tha same like before. forgive and forget . you can say im too much . ouhh , blog is a place to scream out everything, right ? so if YOU , YOU or YOU dont like my post , you can just click on top right corner and press tha X . i would be glad if you do that . am i too harsh ?

if it continues , it wont make yr life and our life better .
scolding people makes me older . duhs -.-

girlfriends , write a post to scream out and scold out all you want . but let that post be tha last one , ohkay ? if only we cant take it anymore, we shall just vent it all out again. so just let us calm down , forgive and forget . because when im reading those post you two wrote . im getting angrier and damn bu fu qi . soooo , lets just stop it . we dont have to say any sorry or make any apologies . just like wad razis said , jealousy lahs .

just let all this things stop . maybe we can be friends after a nice talk. i mean it , friends .

seriously, im feeling superb upset , sad , angry , etc . NEGATIVE feelings -
): im really feeling very very very upset . hais



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im totally speechless : x heard alot of things , saw alot of things which i dont wish to know . who's tha one reasonable ? im tired of this SICK thangs going on . it wont stop unless ... maybe its all link , maybe its just because im .... but if it is like this . wad wrong things i did ? i didn even do anything wrong to him . so if its just because of this , i didn do any wrong things. & im not gonna say sorry first . im not going to give in this time .

we got angry because theres a reason . we didn even provoke you , we didn even gossips bout you . & we must we receive such comments ? its totally unfair . i dontwant make things worser and i dontwant weiming to be wei nan .

stupid thangs !

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ytd night , conference with michelle , weiming and jeanie . michelle was so du lan , hahs . didn say really that much , i was kinda angry too but better than afternoon lohs . we crap alot , scold alot , talk alot (: ouhs , and laugh alot too because we have two jokers mahs . then suddenly , weiming shouted . we three kept silent also cause it was damn scary and damn loud. he got more du lan than us. but nvm lahs , he got moodswing . jie mei mahs . he can from dulan to happy and then change back again . hahaa : D

later part , kurt called in . that rooster kept saying stupid thangs and they laughed . very diaoo ders -.-

my mood is seriously spoiled.


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