erms , today is my birthday : D yes , my birthday . i dontknow how to describe my feelings ! its like not really sad and not really happy . am i happy ? am i sad ? no idea ~ this year is like a very very big difference from last year one. so how should i start uhs ? ouh ya , today is guoyan's birthday & xinhua's birthday and shaun's birthday & natassia too . lols , so many huhs ! this year's birthday is kind of ... mmm , i dontknow how to describe. BUT !

im really elated when i saw all tha smses which they send to me or give their greetings to me in school . which all wrote , " happy birthday " in the sms. its like it is a BIG present already because they still remember my birthday . & the " they " im referring to are ; michyeo , winnie , jeanie , cheryl , christine , sulastri <3 , junqian , weiming , kurt , razis , guoyan , jingting , zhenlu , zihui , kunda , ka en , zayar , libing , yanling ,grace , suning , nazura , yuanliang , stephanie , joanna , peipei , natalie , mark , leslie , razak , rebecca , huijuan , kenneth & etc. thanks lot uhs.

thanks jingting , girlfriends , mark , leslie , kunda and natalie fer the presents. girlfriends , natalie , mark & leslie for the playboy stuffs . kunda fer the piglet . jingting fer tha mickey thingy . & big big thanks to my family because they got me my dream phone , nokia 6111 . im feeling so guilty , so sad , so touched cause the whole family spend alot of money to buy that phone fer me . sooo , i cried outside the phone shop because i was so touched . then dad came and hugged me and told me thats its alright. how can i hate my dad , when he dote me so much ? hais , si bai uhs ! i love my family , they are my everything : D loves.

after school , wenta lot 1 with girlfriends . they gave me tha present in kiddy palace -.- diaos huh . lols , stupid ehs . but thanks uh . walkwalk around , went home ! michelle took my chemi notes. duh ! imp notes , somemore.

lastly ,
happy birthday to myself , LIMIN !
one year older lers : D hehs .

ouhs ! ferget bout oct 9 ~~

am i happy ?


unloved.