my diary . FULL OF WORDS.
yea , all my sadness & some happiness are all in there.
my tears were dropping when im writing sad things .
im smiling when im writing the happy things down
& everything was just the past.
from december till now . im still writing..


hehs , im back from town & etc.
im tired.
went to plaza singapura, bugis & orchard
with jeanie , winnie , clement , jiahao , brian & another guy .
haa , siao hor . go three different place.
on the way there , msged heichi ask him if he wanna meet not.
if not later he say i always BUSY de.
lols
then yup , walk & walk & walk.
didn buy anything nah , no money le & im saving up .

jeanie bought lohs , winnie & i never.
i only spend money on eating.
yups , so sians. walk until my legs very pain .
at bugis , brian & the other guy went away lohs with two other guys .
i dontknow who lai de.
i only know is clement's friend de friend -.-
hahas , nvm .
after that went to orchard . fareast , walk walk
then took mrt go home le.
sit until i very sian lahs.
hahaa ,
clement is so cute , like donald duck =X HEHS.

after that , me & jeanie go makan dinner at greenridge.
now so full can (: lalala` i dun wanna grow fat.
on the way back home , say alot of things lah .
mood quite down also .
and yea , he came out from boys home le.
happy fer him lohs as friend .
(:

btw , scolded py .
that fucks unreasonable ah beng.
i dontcare lah .
talk to him nice nice , kept scolding vulgarities.
& say what dont go teck whye ,
who cares k , who like to go there sia ,
see u at there also sian half le lah..
but now okay le nor .
winnie , dont cry k . me (: smile.

& of course , my dearest jeanie.
dont think so much lah .
cherish what u have now.
, with loves.


min is TIRED =/
wang le ni shi sui `
* i think im happy . i think bah.

i wanna go be pig ler =X

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hais ,
going out later to town with all my girl-friends.
i loveeeee my kor loads
he lend me his ezlink card cause my card no money le.
then i dun dare to ask mum fer money mah
yups , ♥ tons of love .

using kor's laptop now.
scare if later he come back , see me use will scold me eh.
hais , dontknow leh . da kor say if he scold me then he will scold him back
lalala ` mum dontknow go where le.
ytd night didn eat , dont have appetite .
then morning wake up hungry lohs .

& inorder to buy my handfone .
i think hao le , but cant let mum know . later she scold me.
this is tha only way lahs , i hve no other choices le. hais
i cant work too ah . now also not holiday.
everyday morning ask mummy cook me food.
then kesiao say i morning will hungry
then reach jelapang buy my puffs to school , recess eat lor.
after school dont eat , wait until at night then eat hao le.
yup , then liddat i will only use until $1 nor.
i really like nokia 6111 ( pink ) aload lahs , hais...
i wanna buy but tha problem is my plan haven finish lah.
dad go renew it lohs . damnnnn.. then it will be more ex lohs.
so sad lahs.. HAIS . & i even nearly cry fer it lah .

hais , suan le .
later go out and play till siao lohs.
no point saying all this when i dont even have tha money to afford it.
hais , SAD lah.
then ytd , threw my temper on leslie .
he msg me and i told him , im unreasonable and loads.
i asked him to go away . in the end, said sorry .
but he msg back say , ' fuck lah , why everytyme i kena . but still im sorry '.
i dontcare le lahs , i mean i see every guy
i also lost the confidence in them le. like got tha shadow they will hurt me or wad.
im scare le , very scare lers, hais.
so go away ok.
except fer some of my close boy- friends like heichi & eric & loads.
but at least , im not under-depression.
i only feel like vomitting at times , especially at nyte.

i can get over it very soon .
i dont need him , as if ! -.-
& michelle , can do it halfway le . why cant i ?
hahaa, i dont need to make myself like this just because of him.
hais , yup .

to my GIRL-friends ; dont worry fer me k . im fine , i wont bottled up everything to myself.

min .

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13.4.06`

im soo upset now.
& i cant get what i want.
i want my nokia 6111 ( pink ) as soon as possible.
im gonna save money and dont eat .
YES ,& i wanna get my mp3 soon too.
but tha problem is ,
where can i get all this money from.
total up is three HUNDRED plus .
so HOW .
so upset k , hais.
buy fer me ehs .
walans .

yesterday was a horrible nightmare to me.
hmm , ya . but im alright le.
only that today morning , very quiet . didn speak much .
im independent , okays .
hahaa , as if lah.
and assembly , dontknow who go put the guides pic there lah.
so fucks ugly ! AHHH . nvm ,

& now my left hand got abit of scar.
mmm.

after school , went to plaza then to my house.
all siao in my room lah .
then when we heard my mum's voice.
all chiong and go make back the things nicenice .
LOLS , damn li hai lah.
hahaa , i love my friends.
THANKS FER BRIGHTEN MY DAY UP !
tml , going to town again .
im gonaa playyyy real siao , k.
WAHAHAHA

MIN