fuck lah ,
ask korkor go buy cigarette
ownself want to smoke wont go buy yourself.
you donknow korkor age meh ,
still ask him secretly and buy . ppl see his face also know le wad.
later get him into trouble.

i know im rude .
but which father will ask his son to buy cigarette for him sia.

kaos ,
damn angry lah.

you want to smoke ,
SMOKE lohs . mum say anything to ask u quit
u also wont.
fuck sia.

hais ,
sorry k

min.

wahs , funny sia. just now , looking at the neoprints we took ytd . got one pic is we all put f sign de. like baichi ehs. LOLS , i want to go out tml & shop shop. dontknow why ytd saw his blog's tagboard. feeling so weird .. i dontknow how to explain also .

shall work on zihui's blog later. i felt like sleeping again . mark ah mark , dontknow if you will get to see this post anot . but , dont be so agigated & angry ok ? let her be lahs , shes not worth it for you to wait . everytyme receive your ANGRY msg , i also dontknow how to reply sia. relax lahs , i also dontknow tell you how many times le . stay happy , alright ? marker pen !

im hungry , nobody cook for me . mum at thailand . AHHH , but tml shes coming back ! HEHS (: so happy can. i miss winnie , i miss michelle , i dont miss jeanie . lols , joking lahs (: i MISS my girlfriends alot . hais , tml go out , okay ? && if you all want the neoprints , approach me at msn hors. i'll send it to you . where is stupid hellokitty michelle , i want to send her tha blogskin code , she never online .

how to know that you are in love with someone ?
ask yourself , its your feeling to that girl .
do you miss her ?
are you happy when u know that she is happy ?
are you sad when u know that she is sad ?
are you jealous when she talks about other guy ?
&
im not you , i dontknow how you feel.
so i dontknow how to tell you.

(:
min .

im bored .
so today i DID two good thing (: HAHS , im nice .
morning , ten plus wake up .
hungry , nothing to eat. then anyhow find thing & cook & eat
after that chiong lohs , cause i late to meet them at jelapang le.
my hair wet wet then dont care nors , tie up .
once step out of my house , walk damn fast lahh .
in the end , reach there only saw jeanie -.-

reach school le , took tha bus to causeway point fer tha flag day .
in tha bus , damn noisy lah .
can imagine if overseas camp then sure damn cham le =/
go take the tins & sticker lohs .
stood at the entrance asking people to donate like idiot sia .
but i saw alot of very cute childrens.
i felt like pinching them ~ hahs.

slack abit , kept the tins in our bag .
go buy drinks & walk walk lohs .
& after that , we went down tha escalator .
me & rebecca saw ALOT of currypuffs all over tha place.
so i called rebecca to come & help .
use plastic bag and pick it up one by one lohs .
THEN this auntie came down from the escalator & almost fell .
she grab on to rebecca & hold me.
& SHE SCOLDED US . asking why we make it lying all over tha place.
as if thats our fault , we are only trying to help wad.
like so piss off lahs .
do something good , in the end kena scolded.
then i kept scolding non-stop to rebecca lohs.
BRR , got such people in this world so cham lah .

went back to tha place where we need to report at about 3.30
return the tins & took mrt back to cck to meet jeanie , mich & winnie with
sulastri & cheryl .
had a great time chatting with sulastri in mrt.
THEY always tend to think that they are so great & mature.
AS IF ( x
lalala`
shop & look around fer make-up items .
i mean me & others like so gong lah .
know nothing about it until sulastri tell us . hahas ,
jeanie go buy her things lohs . so EX but nice leh (:
took neos !
went to eat dinner with jeanie & mich at greenridge . others go home nor.
makan , gastric pain . i dontknow why also.
cant tahan .
after that go to my house downstairs playground.
sit down at there and waited fer er hems to come & meet lohs.
so long sia , turtle lah. LOLS
we kept silent fer bout one minute cause got funeral near the playground mah .
then erhems came & say we look like three gods.
i cant tahan & laugh lohs , so silly .
lalalas .

about time to go home , the three of them go take lrt nor.
me walk back to tha lift there , did a good thing.
pei this old auntie up to her floor because she scare .
cause got funeral mah , i think so bah . at first got two auntie speak hokkien .
but i understand (:
IM NICE ! haa , dont vomit ok .
i ownself walk alone also feel abit weird weird le .
i miss mum .
HAIS ,

show you all the pictures i took today (:
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i know it's small .
okay , i also know i look weird xD



top : mich , sulastri & cheryl
bottom : winnie , jeanie & ME
* i look so gong , omg ` hahs
i LOVE my friends.



WINNIE , LIMIN , JEANIE , MICHELLE
jiemei 184 (: LOVES !


you saw tha white thing ?
im sorry , but i've my privacy =b
winnie took this for me . AHH


sweet (:
i took it outside tha precious moment shop .
DAMN nice, i swear .


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should i redo my blogskin ?
should i start working on zihui's blogskin.
IM LAZY !



min .
they always come & go .

im changing layout soon =b
i dontwant black .
HEHS.

pictures (:


zihui & me <3s


winnie & me (:
with TONS of love //* my laogong .
[ tha greeny thing is reflection xD -



jeanie & mee !
my ZIBI = )


michelle & ME .
my DEAR HELLO KITTY .
HEHS ((:


SEE !
michelle love me =b
hahaa `

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EXAMS finally over ! not really lah , still left with f&n on tues & pure geog on thurs. lalalas ~ after school , chiong straight to jurong entertainment watch movie . tha er hems help us buy tha ticket first. thanks (: then went in lohs , so SCARY lah . i mean tha sound effect. wah , scare me quite alot of times . bahhh , then keep hugging winnie's pooh & her hand . thenthen , lie my head on zihui's shoulder , dont dare to see . zihui laugh at me sia ! ma de , hahaa . its normal reaction okay ! when someone is watching scary movie, it is damn NORMAL to be afraid.

watch finish le , go take neos lohs. not bad , quite nice = ) then half way back to mrt station , winnie's ez-link card lost . in the end , we went back to tha mall & found it in the toilet. brrs , take mrt back to lot 1 . makan dinner at KFC , me abit moodswing . never talk , keep quiet . kept eating lohs . hais , because blahhhh . dontwant to say here . hahaa , went back home by lrt . REACH home , i alone sia. so sad lah , mum go thailand liao.

hengs , dad & korkor came back . im not alone le . hahaa , then erm later help michelle & zihui do their blogskin lohs . i own michelle the blogskin very long le , i kept fergetting =/ sorry ~ tml still have to go school , afternoon bah . go do what flag day de lah. sian halfs , until four then end . heard from dad , vesak day . i dontknow what day lai de , but i only know got family outing at east coast ? i think so , & this means i must look at my relatives again . damn boring , shits. i dontwant to go but i MUST go just because im the smallest. this is the disadvantage of being tha smallest in the family . everything is a must. i miss mum alot . HAIS ,

next three days , dinner how ? eat maggi ah ? LOLS , i lazy to go out & buy de lehs . ahhh , see how bah . i go do their blogskins le .
byebye .

im nervous !
myyyyy results .
HOPE I PASS because if i fail alot of subs ,
i think i will cry almost everyday .
SO pray for me , okay ?

loves ,
min

hao xiang ku ..
finally , i think i've got my conclusion.

wo xiang de bu shi ta ,
er shi wo he ta de hui yi.
is this true ? or i still ...
hais ,
felt so uneasy .

morning , saw him . so greatt , loves ! made me smile alot . HEHS. then maths test okay okay lohs. still can do . but everytyme i like that say , in the end still will fail . so dontcare lohs , btw . the math paper already end le , just like what sulastri said. dont think bout it anymore , must think forward (:

yup , tml is chemistry paper. hopee i pass ! heard that alot of people in 3C fail their english . then me sure fail le lorhs. dont need see also can know de. hais , suan le lohs. fail then fail bahs . theres nothing i can do with it also. next week or next next week going for overseas camp le . yeas , promise someone to post ' jiayou ' for tha three days just because im not in singapore =/

good luck &
stay happy (:

mum is going to thailand this friday .
&&& thats mean i wont see her for four days!
FOUR days , so long eh.
i'll miss her alot , i guess =/
hais , then i'll be damn alone at home this four days .

i want go airport fetch mum come back on monday !
hahs (:

studied my math already ,
hope i can score eh (:
know all the formulas le.
lalalala `

im not confident ):
hais .
i must jiayou until next week tues .
then FINALLY ! .
hahs .

min

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having a math hod teacher is great
but having student like me who always fail maths is really bad .

tml is math paper.
i wanttt to pass so so much .
good luck , okay ? (:

others subject ? no idea,
maybe will fail bah .
then drop to NA . hahs.
im not happy .
hais

loves,
min

why . ?
can tell me why not..
hahaas
those tears .
those fucking tears that left behind.
you dont understand.

today ):

can i say im going to fail my physics too ? its like so unfair to us . different teacher got different teacher method & wth . damn unfair. i wanttt retest ! I WANT LAH ! hais , then ferget it lohs . cheryl cry in library for the stupid physics test lohs.

im mentally prepared to fail all the subjects le lah . i know it myself , hais . hopeless , okay ! btw, i love to fool around with rebecca. i cant stop laughing .

and yea , to those who came & chat with me ytd night at msn & console me & give me advice one . thanks . lovesss ! & victor , dont you dare to slap me just to wake me up .

die , i would love to ((:

I WILL STUDY HARD ,
i promise !

min

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24 april `

this post might be a harsh one . dont take it so seriously, people . because its just the anger im writing down all this thoughts. should have alot of vulgarties in this post. dont read it , if you dont even bother about my life. & please , dont act as if u care.

if you want to read a nice post , dont come to read this post. cause its not what u want here.

SERIOUSLY , im not in a good mood.
* im sorry for those vulgarities i wrote.

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stop what you are thinking , limin ,
its time for you to wake up & really study this time.
you dont deserve staying in 3B and study.
you don deserve it.
i kept thinking about you.
i cant even concentrate.
or maybe , i should just blame myself ?
blaming myself that i did not focus on studies.
and when exams come , i dont know anything .
such a failure am i ...

why waste time thinking ? i always ask myself this question.
why bother to wait & let it affect your studies .
now is term two already . & i shall not SLACK anymore .
i must be serious & study real hard for the few terms left.
i dontwant myself been laugh by people .
i dontwant my results to be like so damn bad & start reflecting
when it is too late for me to study & get good results.
i dontwant..

i deserve to study in a lousier class but defitnitely not B.
when everyone around me say almost the same answer for english .
i felt like breaking down & cry .
i dont believe how much time i've wasted.
like for about three months plus.
i dont want to question myself like this
' wad are you doing in this four terms. slacking ? playing ? '
by the end of the year.
i dont want bad results reported on my report book.
i dont want.

i dont want anything to affect my studies.
& i really lost my confidence in everyone including myself.
i wont trust anymore , i wont trust myself that i would study hard
& get great results . i wont .
i really felt so upset.
& wanted to cry so much .

but when im feeling in such way ,
who will know ? none !
who will come beside me & tell me what to do.
NONE !
who will even really care about me ?
NONE !
theres nobody around me anymore,
theres no one gives a damn bout me whether im happy or not.
im really feeling so stress up that i wanna scold vulgarities non-stop.

english , social studies, chinese , MATHS , chemistry & physics.
how can i cope when i cant even concentrate.
how can i get good results when i cant even concentrate .
how am i going to study when i cant even concentrate at all !
everyone around me is like so f* clever .
ahhh ,wadever shits.
i dont wanna think anymore .
i only want good grades by the end of year.

i really hope i can get good results for english & social studies this time.
& i shall not fail the other subjects.
how i hope i can throw away all the textbooks & stop studying.
i hate schools.
i hate studying.
i hate many many things.
i love fooling around .

fcuk , i must really stop THINKING .
idiot , ahhh .

im dropping my tears while writing this post.
fucking life .
so damn disappointed with myself.
ahhh , i cant think positive anymore.

im so fucking stress .
people , dont provoke me fer this week .
cause you might not know i would throw what kind of attitude to you .
fuck .
OKAY , i need to study .

i cant get over it .
nobody will ever cares.
kaos , DU LANNNNNNNNNN !

good luck to the others for tml tests.

fuck life.
i dont need !
its enough.
DAMN ENOUGH .


min.

damn ,

i LOVE my class blog so MUCH ! =b
so nice , rahhhs xD

http://www.wsss3b-2006.blogspot.com/

take a look at it . especially 3B classmates.
TAG ALRIGHT ! (:

i really dontknow what to put on my blogskin .
ferget it , maybe i'll just leave it there like this.
simple is nice (:
lols , I MUST STUDY .

everything must come to an end.
your childish acts make me sick of it .
nvm , i get used to it already .

byebye !
mwarks `

min

hais , sorry to those who i gave attitude. for example , zayar. sorry , im not in a good mood & im darn tired . im having headache . ahhh , SYF band . okays lohs , west spring got silver fer this year not gold . but i guess they did their best ler . proud of you guys (: loves. still ,BAND rocks .

& this sec 1 girl sat infront of us . she didn diao me but she diao one of my girl-friends . she so cham lahs , who ask her eyes anyhow see . so we kept making her lohs . when shouting the cheer , shout at her ears. bahhh , then clapping also clap near her ears . kept scolding her , want diao dont dare to diao like that . hahaa , then continue make her lohs . winnie still put the girl's LONG , i mean really very long hair into jingting's shoe . super funny , okay . although we are kinda bad doing this , but she deserves it lahs . DIAO somemore lohs .

after SYF , she stand beside me sia . i dontknow then i saw her . i shouted ' ghost , ahhh ! ' LMAO , then she looked at me , diao me . not dulan at all lahs , damn funny, at there laugh ! then shout shout lohs , she loves us too much le , kept following us . damn xialan sia , cannot take it . jingting more pro lahs , she looked at the girl & diao her super long seh . damn good sia , lols .

after that , rain lohs . make my headache more cham . reached school , pei jeanie go buy her food then she go meet er hems .winnie & mich go lot 1 makan , then i go home lohs . so sian lahs . tml must chiong social studies ler. i dont understand anything about sri lanka . okays , i will really study alot tml . i guess =/

i want my belt at far east or queensway lahhhhh .

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some pictures to share (:


WSSS band !



DAMN nice . got like ten schools taking part ?
not sure `

* what to put on my blogskin . i've no idea. howwwww ...

MIN

so sian ,
did a stupid blogskin.
not done yet.
im BORED!
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im out later !
to lot 1 makan first then go straight back to school &
watch SYF at the national stadium.
lalalas ` i felt better .
think alot & yays !
hahaa, dont understand . nvm !
okays , support wsss band xD

will post later bahs ,
& tell u how great is our school band !
HEHS (:

min .
iloveeeyouuuu !

GREAT !



cheryl , ME , jeanie (:



me & KANGAROO ! xD


ME with my cute PIGLET (; i want to sleep.

nothing to say about school . not so fun today . so sian de , hahas. then after school stayed in class to do my math ws7 & wait fer PO . btw , mr huang came to our class today . HAHAA , but actually hes not that good looking lah . just take a closer look lors. haa , after school . that MR RETARDED + psycho = ronnie kept making me . you bakaru ! hahaa ,

i didn see him in school today , soooo i dontknow wad. haa

my contact almost came off from my eyes. too dry le , almost everyone stand around me . thought i crying sia -.- even mr huang also . end tha tutoring ler , went to find jeanie next door . HEHS (: then cheryl & jeanie came to my house play lohs . lalala ` so crazy . after that when they almost to go . receive a msg from HIM . yeas , another him lahs .

& mood goes super down . i dontknow how to answerrrr but still , i said sorry to him . hais , i dont want to play your feeling , okays .. hais , i dontknow how i feel . sad , guilty ? notsure . not the first time already lahs . sucks lah ! i dun wanna take revenge on him . like so unfair lah . HAIS !!! heng , got jeanie & cheryl make me laugh. create new vulgarities lohs , so funny lahh . dontwant write here , later people say i violent xD

CHERYL TRIED TO MOLEST ME in my room!
hahaa , she is very dangerous . SCARE me , PHEW .
anyhow touch touch sia. hahaa ,
joking lahs (:


tml SYF , jiayou . BAND (:
i want my belttttttt...

withlove ,
min <3

i cant cry & i dontknow why.
1 year & 3 months plus.
wo bu yao pian ni .

WAHHHHH .
cant tahan . stupid head.
STUPID headache . i need medicine.
but i dontwant to eat .
PAIN like dontknow how & my homeworks still not done yet.
I WANT TO SLEEP .
pain pain pain !!~~~

hais .
headache lahs , i felt like banging the wall and die right now okay . sians . today never see him lahs , nvm . hes not that important to me anyway . lalalas ~ morning , everything same lors . wont change de , sians leh . hahaa , then at locker there scold michelle vulgarities . then she heard till ' your papa knn no cb ' LMAO . so stupid , dirty de michelle ahh.

lessons okay lohs , abit sleepy. & i failed my math & pure geog with super low scores. i DID study ehs . i'll rather stay in 3c than in 3b , liddat i will have lesser stress than now lahs . hais , common test dun have pure geog . happppyyyyy like siao (: sat , SYF band . before that , dontknow go where also . sian halfs .

assembly , west spring idol . charmaine & jasmine compete with terry . mmm , dontknow how to say also lahs . didn really enjoy that much lohs . i only loveeee wanjun & johnson's song . hahs , nice okay ! voted fer terry nors . in the end , really is terry won . this year ws idol very cham lahs . so sian de.

after school , dontknow want to wait fer michelle anot . in the end , makan at school then headed to senja lrt station . sat there awhile , then jeanie went home . winnie came to my house. michelle came later. mark called & chat lohs . hais , life is so boring . winnie ! dont think too much le kays . && michelle also , dont think . like what i said , think of me ! MISS ME lahs . hahaa..


you never think for me .



MIN
wo yao kuai le !

rahhhhs .
hahaa , school was okay today (:
morning , reach school - go locker take books . went back to class
saw him ! & i scream lah . LOLS
so great k , make me happy lots .
cheryl scolded me crazy , you guys dont think waiwai ah .
that ' he ' is just someone i dontknow but i always notice him in school
blahhs,
one word , CUTE . xD
not equal to adorable but ugly , alright . is REALLY those kind of cute.
not very lah but soso nor.
on the way to hall , saw him again .
kept laughing lahs , i think he might think im crazy .
hahaa , nvm .
so FUN =b

pe , run run run .
damn FUNNY also .
played badminton with amanina , sulastri , nazura , cheryl & rebecca.
hahs , laugh till pengz k .
i pity rebecca alot , always been locked .
who ask her so suay !

lessons , sian !
saturday going to see band SYF .
good luck (:
but that day ,
i want to go out & mmm meet de.
nvm lahs , next time bah.

i miss michelle & winnie right now .
HELLO KITTY ! i miss you lahs.
>.<

btw , ytd night . my feelings was so luan lahs.
cause mmm . i dontknow how to explain also
but today morning wake up , everything is still tha same.
nothing changed.

i love playing in school
but NOT studying .
HEHS ((:

had guides today ,
boring . sang songs.
some very stupid ones ,
next week no guides cause common test.
wees ! ~

i want go overseas camp .
* wanted to add somemore things to 3b blogskin
but i dontknow put what eh .
suggestions ?


loves .
min

i know ...
i know my expectation for myself is very high .
but , hais.

morning , first period .
cried .
reason ; math classtest , i dontknow how to do .
felt so useless & hopeless , hais.
common test is coming - nextweek , i dontwant to fail .
hais , after test . went to toilet . came out then cry le.
i really dontknow what to do to improve my maths lah.
so stress .
chinese , 3 marks to score A1 .
but , im not satisfied . i can score A1 if i put in more effort de.
physics , failed.
ferget bout it `
two more marks to pass leh . so upset .
common test , next week ah.
so dumb lahs me . hais , sat & sun i can stay at home & revise
but i choose to go out & enjoy my life.
hais , how lahs .

i cant concentrate,
chemistry , i dont understand .
hais , i really dontknow what to do ..
really dontknow ..
hais .

--
& xj showed me his attitude .
so dulan . BRR
kaos , you angry or not happy your problem , okay !
show me your attitude fer wad lahs .
suan le .
then , F&N . HEHS xD pratical !
my left hand pain ..
yups , after school go home nor.
tired ! i want to sleep .

cheryl , dont cry (:
lovess ,

great lah ..
hahaa , im going crazy soon .
tml go school can see him again .
but , you know ..
bahhhh ):

i forgot something .
one of my close friend broke up with her bf few days ago
& now , another of my CLOSE friend stead with her boy ler.
who ahs ? who attached le ahs .
happy fer you lahs . last long okay . got him ler , cannot cry anymore .
you know who you are , mrs TAN .
is tan his surname ? =b

two attached , three single. 5 jiemeis (:
i dote on my girl-friends such as HELLO KITTY xD, my 3Bclassmates such as sulastri & amanina & those who are always there for me such as HC (:

& MY BIG BRO GO SEE MY HANDPHONE MESSAGES.
IM NOT ANGRY AT ALL, but that is my privacy .
ask me before u open it & see .
no wonder he will ask me not to be .. & etc
he wont understand too .

raining heavily today .
there was lightning , so afraid of it lahs.
saw the lightning , quickly cover my ears >.<
& felt so ..
hais .


ALONE .
min

mark , mark , MARKER PEN .
stay happy , alright .

hahaa , yea.
what we can think of is really only revenge .
you can turn to someone else .
forget bout her .


min

im so happyyyy ! HEHS (:
im finally done with 3B blogskin .
its rather simple lah , not very complicated.
& we have our 3B blog already . hahs ,
i loveeee 3B ` those who wanna view it , take the url from me at msn ,okays ?

todayyyy morning cheryl cried .
& i knew it lah . scram k , all those heartbreakers.
idiot ohkay , im so scare of guys already .
qi si wo le , you YOU YOU yes YOU !
you better dont like other girls , okay.
if you make cheryl everyday cry in school, you chammm !
seeing cheryl cry really breaks my heart. shes like another me ?
i dontknow but i understand how she feels. i guess (:
i hope she is okay right now.
guys always think that when he leave the girl
and wanted the girl to study .
they didn know if they did this way ,
the girl cant even concentrate on studies at all .
they will just cry non-stop & think alot.
so stupid ohkay , BRR . stupid guys !
& most cham is that common test is coming lah .
how is cheryl going to concentrate .
ferget it , i have no intention scolding the GUYS .
i only mean it to heartbreakers .

school was fine today (: studying math later.
tml got test. i hate maths alot
& i think i will fail it. i'll try my best to pass (:
this morning , at locker . the dontknow who . i dontknow how to spell the name.
said ' liu xue .' sort of it . it means blood flowing out .
leslie was with him too .
i guess i know what that guy is trying to say .
hais , i wont care alright . im unreasonable
& have no feelings.
i know my words were harsh that day .
HOPELESS ME .

&&
the sight of her makes me feel uncomfortable ,
the sight of her makes me jealous ,
the sight of her makes me feel weird,
the sight of her makes me feel so down .

altogether is 4 different her.
i guess all of you dont get what i mean .
nvm , not important also `

&
that prefect so cute k . hahs !
but ... SECRET =X

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i dont believe anymore .
why do you have to explain ,
when you ... hais .

time . how long . years ? months ? hours ? minutes ? or even seconds ?
HAIS .
it's bothering me .


MIN
lovess<3s

back from plaza . went out with erhems , jeanie & jeanie's bro . i went to bangkit to take my contact first , saw jasmine & huimiang in tha lrt . reach le , take liaos go back . yup , nothing lors. after that meet jeanie at fajar lrt . then went to plaza le , go see zhang shan wei (: so cute k . hahas , so sian lahh. then went back home .

i want my handphone & mp3 ! ahhh

min <3s

* i didn know im still not numb .

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lalalas ~ meaningful (:

1. I love you not because of who you are, butbecause of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and theone who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the wayyou want them to, doesn't mean they don't love youwith all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for yourhand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sittingright beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, becauseyounever know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to oneperson you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

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i want go buy my contact . BRRR , sians .
jeanie ! where are you .

i hate you ,
should you say thank you ?
(:

i wont shed any tears for you again .
i hope you see this .
thanks fer making us STRANGERS .
& block me ?
thanks fer making me to hate you .
maybe this is what you want .
im happy fer you ^^

byebye , *****


i'll be happy !
* maybe i cant even ....
---

min .

剩下没多少时间
让我再唱一首歌给你
一过了今夜世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天
可以学会如何来爱你
在来不及以前渴望来得及

闭上眼睛忍住泪别哭泣
末日前夕请留在我怀里
看太阳暗去月光失明
我只想牵你的指尖绕地球最后一圈
黑夜降临别害怕我爱你
末日前夕请留在我怀里
我在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱你

多想永远拥抱你
我感受到什么在剧烈颤抖
是天空或者你的手
别让任何事情打断我看着你
最后一次看着你 ...

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suddenly have tha urge to cry everything out ...

wo xiang ni ... hen xiang ni ,zhen de.
hais ..

im tired of everything.

my diary . FULL OF WORDS.
yea , all my sadness & some happiness are all in there.
my tears were dropping when im writing sad things .
im smiling when im writing the happy things down
& everything was just the past.
from december till now . im still writing..


hehs , im back from town & etc.
im tired.
went to plaza singapura, bugis & orchard
with jeanie , winnie , clement , jiahao , brian & another guy .
haa , siao hor . go three different place.
on the way there , msged heichi ask him if he wanna meet not.
if not later he say i always BUSY de.
lols
then yup , walk & walk & walk.
didn buy anything nah , no money le & im saving up .

jeanie bought lohs , winnie & i never.
i only spend money on eating.
yups , so sians. walk until my legs very pain .
at bugis , brian & the other guy went away lohs with two other guys .
i dontknow who lai de.
i only know is clement's friend de friend -.-
hahas , nvm .
after that went to orchard . fareast , walk walk
then took mrt go home le.
sit until i very sian lahs.
hahaa ,
clement is so cute , like donald duck =X HEHS.

after that , me & jeanie go makan dinner at greenridge.
now so full can (: lalala` i dun wanna grow fat.
on the way back home , say alot of things lah .
mood quite down also .
and yea , he came out from boys home le.
happy fer him lohs as friend .
(:

btw , scolded py .
that fucks unreasonable ah beng.
i dontcare lah .
talk to him nice nice , kept scolding vulgarities.
& say what dont go teck whye ,
who cares k , who like to go there sia ,
see u at there also sian half le lah..
but now okay le nor .
winnie , dont cry k . me (: smile.

& of course , my dearest jeanie.
dont think so much lah .
cherish what u have now.
, with loves.


min is TIRED =/
wang le ni shi sui `
* i think im happy . i think bah.

i wanna go be pig ler =X

---
hais ,
going out later to town with all my girl-friends.
i loveeeee my kor loads
he lend me his ezlink card cause my card no money le.
then i dun dare to ask mum fer money mah
yups , ♥ tons of love .

using kor's laptop now.
scare if later he come back , see me use will scold me eh.
hais , dontknow leh . da kor say if he scold me then he will scold him back
lalala ` mum dontknow go where le.
ytd night didn eat , dont have appetite .
then morning wake up hungry lohs .

& inorder to buy my handfone .
i think hao le , but cant let mum know . later she scold me.
this is tha only way lahs , i hve no other choices le. hais
i cant work too ah . now also not holiday.
everyday morning ask mummy cook me food.
then kesiao say i morning will hungry
then reach jelapang buy my puffs to school , recess eat lor.
after school dont eat , wait until at night then eat hao le.
yup , then liddat i will only use until $1 nor.
i really like nokia 6111 ( pink ) aload lahs , hais...
i wanna buy but tha problem is my plan haven finish lah.
dad go renew it lohs . damnnnn.. then it will be more ex lohs.
so sad lahs.. HAIS . & i even nearly cry fer it lah .

hais , suan le .
later go out and play till siao lohs.
no point saying all this when i dont even have tha money to afford it.
hais , SAD lah.
then ytd , threw my temper on leslie .
he msg me and i told him , im unreasonable and loads.
i asked him to go away . in the end, said sorry .
but he msg back say , ' fuck lah , why everytyme i kena . but still im sorry '.
i dontcare le lahs , i mean i see every guy
i also lost the confidence in them le. like got tha shadow they will hurt me or wad.
im scare le , very scare lers, hais.
so go away ok.
except fer some of my close boy- friends like heichi & eric & loads.
but at least , im not under-depression.
i only feel like vomitting at times , especially at nyte.

i can get over it very soon .
i dont need him , as if ! -.-
& michelle , can do it halfway le . why cant i ?
hahaa, i dont need to make myself like this just because of him.
hais , yup .

to my GIRL-friends ; dont worry fer me k . im fine , i wont bottled up everything to myself.

min .

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13.4.06`

im soo upset now.
& i cant get what i want.
i want my nokia 6111 ( pink ) as soon as possible.
im gonna save money and dont eat .
YES ,& i wanna get my mp3 soon too.
but tha problem is ,
where can i get all this money from.
total up is three HUNDRED plus .
so HOW .
so upset k , hais.
buy fer me ehs .
walans .

yesterday was a horrible nightmare to me.
hmm , ya . but im alright le.
only that today morning , very quiet . didn speak much .
im independent , okays .
hahaa , as if lah.
and assembly , dontknow who go put the guides pic there lah.
so fucks ugly ! AHHH . nvm ,

& now my left hand got abit of scar.
mmm.

after school , went to plaza then to my house.
all siao in my room lah .
then when we heard my mum's voice.
all chiong and go make back the things nicenice .
LOLS , damn li hai lah.
hahaa , i love my friends.
THANKS FER BRIGHTEN MY DAY UP !
tml , going to town again .
im gonaa playyyy real siao , k.
WAHAHAHA

MIN

dont expect anything to be posted here
just because its TWELVE.
i'll post in my dear dear dairy of mine.

&
scram with your fucking attitude.
treat you nice nice , you give me your attitude.
BRR
sibei dulan.

&&
make me more sad de.
is that thing .
yea , its tha past . but , i dontknow.

pictures to share
start with a okok pic (:


at bus , on the way to town .

today was a tiring day fer me , went to bp plaza after school . kesiao in yoshinoya .
took quite a number of retarded pictures & in tha toilet .
hahaa, laugh till pengz lahh.



this is ME . you believe it ?
hahs , & this is my stupid retarded PIG face.
im trying to act as michelle .


anti , dontknow who = someone i hate.
i dontknow why i put that sign too. CROSS xD
ohh , cause winnie wanna RAPE me.
lols , lame lahh.


laugh & laugh & laugh.
my fringe sucks . super SHORT.
yes , kill that auntie. i would ):


toilet (:
DONT KISS ME =/ i dontwant .
haaahaa. ke lian de wo . LMAO


retard , retard and still retard.
we are crazy girls of WESTSPRING .
lalala `


michelle , dont anyhow diao people lah.
people innocent de.
dont diao that ke lian de auntie .
diao people also must jio me wad. =X


i love being me .
so retarded & happy ? i dontknow im happy anot.
haha (:


our very beautiful stars.
damn nice k , its super sweet.
blue - ME , pink - MICH , white - WINNIE , yellow - JEANIE

* & michelle love me alot lahhs . always take my pic de.
& ALWAYS LIKE TO TAKE THOSE UGLY ONE DE.
haaaa , next time your turn k.

min .

-------------- says:
HE WIL NEVER EVER COME BACK
-------------- says:
HE WIL NEVER EVER COME BACK
-------------- says:
NO MATTER HOW MUCH U TRY
--------------says:
HE JUX WONT
-------------- says:
DON WAIT 4 SOMETHING WHICH IS GONE

--
someone told me this .
that someone is dontknow who , cannot say .
thats it .

i cant be help , hais .
hopeless

okay , since michelle said that shes bored that time
so i'll post fer her to read.
please feel honour , but i'll be posting a scolding one (:

so firstly , went to keathong and do something with jeanie , er hems , mich & winnie.
then settle down at a place , bout six plus went off le.

then this UNREASONABLE guy came and find taiji .
fucks sia , so wad if that is your place lah .
he also never chup , go find him fer wad. crazy sia.
he also not that guy , like wanna beat like that.
ask him first lah , people say ler . u dont believe.
so wad u want him to do . kneel down and say har.
crazy lah .
unreasonable seh .
even your bros dont like u lahh .
idiot , & please lor . tha previous thing already settle hao le.
take wad revenge lah .
u still small is it . say properly le still want find taiji go beat innocent people.
f lahs.
crazy lahhh , your bros also never say anything.
only you tha one wanna take revenge.
fer wth lah , even if THEY come to keathong , SO WHAT if that place is yours.
they never make u can le wad.
UNREASONABLE LAHS.
think wad , very cool ah .
BRRR ..

go find innocent people taiji only .
crazy lahs , REVENGE sai lah.
siao de !
at least your bros helped us lor.
at least they more understanding than you , more awake than u .
crazy lah !

i dont mean innocent equal to erhems hor.
erhems is never innocent before =X LOLS.
okay , im just so piss off with such things.


min .
im so vulgar
but i dontcare `

ke lian de blog ..
hahas , six days i never post le..
hahaa , hais.
didn post because no one will ever bother about my life ah .
who cares , yea ?
bytheway , changing my blog address soon .
i'll let those people who always read my blog de know nors.
dontknow nah..
hais..

sick ler , fever plus flu .
i dontwant eat medicine.
brr ..

understand ?
HAIS ,

lalala` min

wah damn piss off.

winnie , WAKEUP lah . he dont even appreciate your love at all. wtf you go cut yr hands.
i mean like so not worth it. he dont even bothers.
STOP suffering because of him , dont cut leh .
everytyme i see u cut , my heart sank .
friends see ler also cannot tahan leh , u understand not ?
its not him this FUCKSIDIOTFLIRT guy .
&& YA LAH , HE DONT WORTH YOUR LOVE ,
YOUR TEARS & EVERYTHING FROM YOU.
hes just trying to play yr feelings .
go on with your life .
do what u want , but not cutting lah .
u want drink , i pei u drink .
its not fun cutting and u bleed .
BRR , if i see him . I WOULD SCOLD HIM LIKE HELL .
DONT CUT LAHHHH !!!
i dontknow what to say also lah .
no matter wad i say , u will still continue cutting.

& I FORGOT i got his contact in my handfone .
i can scold him . & i dontcare lahh .
knn , MAKE MY FRIEND CUT FER YOU .

im violent , ahh
go away !

i've changed alot , i guess.
because ... hais
--

gastricpain AGAIN.
wahh , like siao sia.
kept yelling .
hope tml in school wont .

guai enough to do all my homeworks already .
& my left eye also pain from ytd till now.
i think swollen dontknow because of what.
uncle is at my house & i cant do what i want .
brr .

yeas , winnie wanna buy beer .
so surprise to hear that .
shes also under-depression because of a FUCKSflirt guy.
=x sorry fer vulgarities.
im sorry to say that , winnie.
but i hate guys who flirts when theres a girl waiting fer him .
& DONT cry fer him
& this mean winnie can go with me & buy , haahaa
im siao .
i'll ask kelvin kor tml to help me !
hope can see him in plaza tml.
hahaaa

min

wahh , second time ler lah.
that time at cityhall now at home
i dontknow what happen to me .
very pain leh , pain !
eat painkiller no use.
morning wake up , cry on the bed.
ahhh , still pain sia.
but better than just now nah`
pain awhile then stop then pain again.
wth lehs. brr .

dont dare to tell mum .
later she ask me go see doctor
take medicine again .
idunwan.

hais
dontcare lah.
yup.
maybe still got go out later .

stupid gastric pain , go away !`

* korkor know things about me ytd night lers.
hais , he asked me . i donknow what to say , at there laugh lohs.
act blur nor.

min

i forgot to say !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN (:
hehs , almost ferget .

thats great , fucks great .
go on with your life.

& i'll have my miserable one .
brr.
im doing something very wrong &
this teach me something.
i wont say anything anymore.
everything will be kept inside.

* i am sorry , but i must confess ..iloveyou .. imissyou..iwantyou .

dont get excited. i love other alphabets too. lols , u are the first fool . happy april fool day..

- i've been tricked by this stupid sms sent by one of my friend .
haa.

boring day, cant siao at all.
hahas , didn go to town nah .
but went to plaza & lot 1.
brendon called me , hope he okay lohs.
meet michelle & winnie at senja two plus .
michelle late ! si hello kitty . hahaa,
waited fer her & headed to plaza lers.

saw tha zhang dong liang (:
not really very shuai nahs , okok lohs.
after awhile jiu go lot 1 lers.

walk around , i wanna buy my bag
& loads.
in love with this big teddy bear in more than words .


im sure winnie & michelle
can buy it for me hor ? hahas

went to IP zone and find tingjian .
see lah , eat so many maggi mee .
same state as me now. haaa

then grumble alot to winnie & michelle.
hais.
& theres this guy quite cute lah at lot 1 there .
he is selling those donation tickets.
we never even say anything and his face was like so kelian
he said ' nvm , byebye .' hahaa
we never even say anything lah . if he approach us ,
we also maybe will buy lohs. blurblur de.

went home after that , saw hafiz and faizzul in the lrt .
reach home use computer nors.
tml going out with mum and cousins bah .
yup ,

ilove my crown ring (:

give me a thought `

min

hais .
going out later bahs .
plaza or go town .
if got go town , maybe meeting mic .
dontknow ehs. yup ,

why winnie haven online.
pig seh . hahaa

whereareyouu.

mungkir janji `