zhen jing ai guo-

wo zhen de zhen de hao xi huan ni.
haish.
why am i so silly ..
i need him , always need him. theres a missing part in my life . since he said that he not loving me anymore.
hahas , wad fer i continue hurting myself , continue to like him , continue being crazy,
might as well let go of everything .
do he feel how i felt ?
i dun like the way he offline without chatting. i dun like ,
hahas , this year valentine will be the worst one in my whole damn life.

people said , ' already break up ler , still like him fer wad ? dun think of him lah . '
easy to say ? but difficult to do it.
xin hao tong , hao tong , hao tong orh...

haish ,
i cant face the problem .

stay ?
leave ?

HAISH .
bu neng mei you ni ...

theres other guys fer me . but why cant i turn to them ? haish .
i really could der.

everytyme i walk past senja lrt , i will look out fer him .
when theres no sight of him , my heart tears apart.
i wanted to tell him many many things that hes my everything .
my everything .
i cried again . ben dan .