went to lot 1.. haish , i said i will lalalas & i did . fucks , i want to smoke , i want to die , i want to do many things which can hurt me . brrrr , but i just cant . i told jeanie that i want to get drunk but haish , cant manage to do it . her parents , my parents.BRRR ..

after that walk walk at plaza , sit down at senja . listen to mp3 & i just ... out . useless lahs , sometimes i dun even bother whether any car is coming towards me . i can just walk slowly..i just dun bother . haish , life sucks lah like hell .

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i want to die as fast as possible.
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just to feel numb.