fuck lah ,
ask korkor go buy cigarette
ownself want to smoke wont go buy yourself.
you donknow korkor age meh ,
still ask him secretly and buy . ppl see his face also know le wad.
later get him into trouble.

i know im rude .
but which father will ask his son to buy cigarette for him sia.

kaos ,
damn angry lah.

you want to smoke ,
SMOKE lohs . mum say anything to ask u quit
u also wont.
fuck sia.

hais ,
sorry k

min.

wahs , funny sia. just now , looking at the neoprints we took ytd . got one pic is we all put f sign de. like baichi ehs. LOLS , i want to go out tml & shop shop. dontknow why ytd saw his blog's tagboard. feeling so weird .. i dontknow how to explain also .

shall work on zihui's blog later. i felt like sleeping again . mark ah mark , dontknow if you will get to see this post anot . but , dont be so agigated & angry ok ? let her be lahs , shes not worth it for you to wait . everytyme receive your ANGRY msg , i also dontknow how to reply sia. relax lahs , i also dontknow tell you how many times le . stay happy , alright ? marker pen !

im hungry , nobody cook for me . mum at thailand . AHHH , but tml shes coming back ! HEHS (: so happy can. i miss winnie , i miss michelle , i dont miss jeanie . lols , joking lahs (: i MISS my girlfriends alot . hais , tml go out , okay ? && if you all want the neoprints , approach me at msn hors. i'll send it to you . where is stupid hellokitty michelle , i want to send her tha blogskin code , she never online .

how to know that you are in love with someone ?
ask yourself , its your feeling to that girl .
do you miss her ?
are you happy when u know that she is happy ?
are you sad when u know that she is sad ?
are you jealous when she talks about other guy ?
&
im not you , i dontknow how you feel.
so i dontknow how to tell you.

(:
min .

im bored .
so today i DID two good thing (: HAHS , im nice .
morning , ten plus wake up .
hungry , nothing to eat. then anyhow find thing & cook & eat
after that chiong lohs , cause i late to meet them at jelapang le.
my hair wet wet then dont care nors , tie up .
once step out of my house , walk damn fast lahh .
in the end , reach there only saw jeanie -.-

reach school le , took tha bus to causeway point fer tha flag day .
in tha bus , damn noisy lah .
can imagine if overseas camp then sure damn cham le =/
go take the tins & sticker lohs .
stood at the entrance asking people to donate like idiot sia .
but i saw alot of very cute childrens.
i felt like pinching them ~ hahs.

slack abit , kept the tins in our bag .
go buy drinks & walk walk lohs .
& after that , we went down tha escalator .
me & rebecca saw ALOT of currypuffs all over tha place.
so i called rebecca to come & help .
use plastic bag and pick it up one by one lohs .
THEN this auntie came down from the escalator & almost fell .
she grab on to rebecca & hold me.
& SHE SCOLDED US . asking why we make it lying all over tha place.
as if thats our fault , we are only trying to help wad.
like so piss off lahs .
do something good , in the end kena scolded.
then i kept scolding non-stop to rebecca lohs.
BRR , got such people in this world so cham lah .

went back to tha place where we need to report at about 3.30
return the tins & took mrt back to cck to meet jeanie , mich & winnie with
sulastri & cheryl .
had a great time chatting with sulastri in mrt.
THEY always tend to think that they are so great & mature.
AS IF ( x
lalala`
shop & look around fer make-up items .
i mean me & others like so gong lah .
know nothing about it until sulastri tell us . hahas ,
jeanie go buy her things lohs . so EX but nice leh (:
took neos !
went to eat dinner with jeanie & mich at greenridge . others go home nor.
makan , gastric pain . i dontknow why also.
cant tahan .
after that go to my house downstairs playground.
sit down at there and waited fer er hems to come & meet lohs.
so long sia , turtle lah. LOLS
we kept silent fer bout one minute cause got funeral near the playground mah .
then erhems came & say we look like three gods.
i cant tahan & laugh lohs , so silly .
lalalas .

about time to go home , the three of them go take lrt nor.
me walk back to tha lift there , did a good thing.
pei this old auntie up to her floor because she scare .
cause got funeral mah , i think so bah . at first got two auntie speak hokkien .
but i understand (:
IM NICE ! haa , dont vomit ok .
i ownself walk alone also feel abit weird weird le .
i miss mum .
HAIS ,

show you all the pictures i took today (:
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i know it's small .
okay , i also know i look weird xD



top : mich , sulastri & cheryl
bottom : winnie , jeanie & ME
* i look so gong , omg ` hahs
i LOVE my friends.



WINNIE , LIMIN , JEANIE , MICHELLE
jiemei 184 (: LOVES !


you saw tha white thing ?
im sorry , but i've my privacy =b
winnie took this for me . AHH


sweet (:
i took it outside tha precious moment shop .
DAMN nice, i swear .


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should i redo my blogskin ?
should i start working on zihui's blogskin.
IM LAZY !



min .
they always come & go .

im changing layout soon =b
i dontwant black .
HEHS.

pictures (:


zihui & me <3s


winnie & me (:
with TONS of love //* my laogong .
[ tha greeny thing is reflection xD -



jeanie & mee !
my ZIBI = )


michelle & ME .
my DEAR HELLO KITTY .
HEHS ((:


SEE !
michelle love me =b
hahaa `

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EXAMS finally over ! not really lah , still left with f&n on tues & pure geog on thurs. lalalas ~ after school , chiong straight to jurong entertainment watch movie . tha er hems help us buy tha ticket first. thanks (: then went in lohs , so SCARY lah . i mean tha sound effect. wah , scare me quite alot of times . bahhh , then keep hugging winnie's pooh & her hand . thenthen , lie my head on zihui's shoulder , dont dare to see . zihui laugh at me sia ! ma de , hahaa . its normal reaction okay ! when someone is watching scary movie, it is damn NORMAL to be afraid.

watch finish le , go take neos lohs. not bad , quite nice = ) then half way back to mrt station , winnie's ez-link card lost . in the end , we went back to tha mall & found it in the toilet. brrs , take mrt back to lot 1 . makan dinner at KFC , me abit moodswing . never talk , keep quiet . kept eating lohs . hais , because blahhhh . dontwant to say here . hahaa , went back home by lrt . REACH home , i alone sia. so sad lah , mum go thailand liao.

hengs , dad & korkor came back . im not alone le . hahaa , then erm later help michelle & zihui do their blogskin lohs . i own michelle the blogskin very long le , i kept fergetting =/ sorry ~ tml still have to go school , afternoon bah . go do what flag day de lah. sian halfs , until four then end . heard from dad , vesak day . i dontknow what day lai de , but i only know got family outing at east coast ? i think so , & this means i must look at my relatives again . damn boring , shits. i dontwant to go but i MUST go just because im the smallest. this is the disadvantage of being tha smallest in the family . everything is a must. i miss mum alot . HAIS ,

next three days , dinner how ? eat maggi ah ? LOLS , i lazy to go out & buy de lehs . ahhh , see how bah . i go do their blogskins le .
byebye .

im nervous !
myyyyy results .
HOPE I PASS because if i fail alot of subs ,
i think i will cry almost everyday .
SO pray for me , okay ?

loves ,
min

hao xiang ku ..
finally , i think i've got my conclusion.

wo xiang de bu shi ta ,
er shi wo he ta de hui yi.
is this true ? or i still ...
hais ,
felt so uneasy .

morning , saw him . so greatt , loves ! made me smile alot . HEHS. then maths test okay okay lohs. still can do . but everytyme i like that say , in the end still will fail . so dontcare lohs , btw . the math paper already end le , just like what sulastri said. dont think bout it anymore , must think forward (:

yup , tml is chemistry paper. hopee i pass ! heard that alot of people in 3C fail their english . then me sure fail le lorhs. dont need see also can know de. hais , suan le lohs. fail then fail bahs . theres nothing i can do with it also. next week or next next week going for overseas camp le . yeas , promise someone to post ' jiayou ' for tha three days just because im not in singapore =/

good luck &
stay happy (:

mum is going to thailand this friday .
&&& thats mean i wont see her for four days!
FOUR days , so long eh.
i'll miss her alot , i guess =/
hais , then i'll be damn alone at home this four days .

i want go airport fetch mum come back on monday !
hahs (:

studied my math already ,
hope i can score eh (:
know all the formulas le.
lalalala `

im not confident ):
hais .
i must jiayou until next week tues .
then FINALLY ! .
hahs .

min

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having a math hod teacher is great
but having student like me who always fail maths is really bad .

tml is math paper.
i wanttt to pass so so much .
good luck , okay ? (:

others subject ? no idea,
maybe will fail bah .
then drop to NA . hahs.
im not happy .
hais

loves,
min

why . ?
can tell me why not..
hahaas
those tears .
those fucking tears that left behind.
you dont understand.

today ):

can i say im going to fail my physics too ? its like so unfair to us . different teacher got different teacher method & wth . damn unfair. i wanttt retest ! I WANT LAH ! hais , then ferget it lohs . cheryl cry in library for the stupid physics test lohs.

im mentally prepared to fail all the subjects le lah . i know it myself , hais . hopeless , okay ! btw, i love to fool around with rebecca. i cant stop laughing .

and yea , to those who came & chat with me ytd night at msn & console me & give me advice one . thanks . lovesss ! & victor , dont you dare to slap me just to wake me up .

die , i would love to ((:

I WILL STUDY HARD ,
i promise !

min

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24 april `

this post might be a harsh one . dont take it so seriously, people . because its just the anger im writing down all this thoughts. should have alot of vulgarties in this post. dont read it , if you dont even bother about my life. & please , dont act as if u care.

if you want to read a nice post , dont come to read this post. cause its not what u want here.

SERIOUSLY , im not in a good mood.
* im sorry for those vulgarities i wrote.

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stop what you are thinking , limin ,
its time for you to wake up & really study this time.
you dont deserve staying in 3B and study.
you don deserve it.
i kept thinking about you.
i cant even concentrate.
or maybe , i should just blame myself ?
blaming myself that i did not focus on studies.
and when exams come , i dont know anything .
such a failure am i ...

why waste time thinking ? i always ask myself this question.
why bother to wait & let it affect your studies .
now is term two already . & i shall not SLACK anymore .
i must be serious & study real hard for the few terms left.
i dontwant myself been laugh by people .
i dontwant my results to be like so damn bad & start reflecting
when it is too late for me to study & get good results.
i dontwant..

i deserve to study in a lousier class but defitnitely not B.
when everyone around me say almost the same answer for english .
i felt like breaking down & cry .
i dont believe how much time i've wasted.
like for about three months plus.
i dont want to question myself like this
' wad are you doing in this four terms. slacking ? playing ? '
by the end of the year.
i dont want bad results reported on my report book.
i dont want.

i dont want anything to affect my studies.
& i really lost my confidence in everyone including myself.
i wont trust anymore , i wont trust myself that i would study hard
& get great results . i wont .
i really felt so upset.
& wanted to cry so much .

but when im feeling in such way ,
who will know ? none !
who will come beside me & tell me what to do.
NONE !
who will even really care about me ?
NONE !
theres nobody around me anymore,
theres no one gives a damn bout me whether im happy or not.
im really feeling so stress up that i wanna scold vulgarities non-stop.

english , social studies, chinese , MATHS , chemistry & physics.
how can i cope when i cant even concentrate.
how can i get good results when i cant even concentrate .
how am i going to study when i cant even concentrate at all !
everyone around me is like so f* clever .
ahhh ,wadever shits.
i dont wanna think anymore .
i only want good grades by the end of year.

i really hope i can get good results for english & social studies this time.
& i shall not fail the other subjects.
how i hope i can throw away all the textbooks & stop studying.
i hate schools.
i hate studying.
i hate many many things.
i love fooling around .

fcuk , i must really stop THINKING .
idiot , ahhh .

im dropping my tears while writing this post.
fucking life .
so damn disappointed with myself.
ahhh , i cant think positive anymore.

im so fucking stress .
people , dont provoke me fer this week .
cause you might not know i would throw what kind of attitude to you .
fuck .
OKAY , i need to study .

i cant get over it .
nobody will ever cares.
kaos , DU LANNNNNNNNNN !

good luck to the others for tml tests.

fuck life.
i dont need !
its enough.
DAMN ENOUGH .


min.

damn ,

i LOVE my class blog so MUCH ! =b
so nice , rahhhs xD

http://www.wsss3b-2006.blogspot.com/

take a look at it . especially 3B classmates.
TAG ALRIGHT ! (:

i really dontknow what to put on my blogskin .
ferget it , maybe i'll just leave it there like this.
simple is nice (:
lols , I MUST STUDY .

everything must come to an end.
your childish acts make me sick of it .
nvm , i get used to it already .

byebye !
mwarks `

min

hais , sorry to those who i gave attitude. for example , zayar. sorry , im not in a good mood & im darn tired . im having headache . ahhh , SYF band . okays lohs , west spring got silver fer this year not gold . but i guess they did their best ler . proud of you guys (: loves. still ,BAND rocks .

& this sec 1 girl sat infront of us . she didn diao me but she diao one of my girl-friends . she so cham lahs , who ask her eyes anyhow see . so we kept making her lohs . when shouting the cheer , shout at her ears. bahhh , then clapping also clap near her ears . kept scolding her , want diao dont dare to diao like that . hahaa , then continue make her lohs . winnie still put the girl's LONG , i mean really very long hair into jingting's shoe . super funny , okay . although we are kinda bad doing this , but she deserves it lahs . DIAO somemore lohs .

after SYF , she stand beside me sia . i dontknow then i saw her . i shouted ' ghost , ahhh ! ' LMAO , then she looked at me , diao me . not dulan at all lahs , damn funny, at there laugh ! then shout shout lohs , she loves us too much le , kept following us . damn xialan sia , cannot take it . jingting more pro lahs , she looked at the girl & diao her super long seh . damn good sia , lols .

after that , rain lohs . make my headache more cham . reached school , pei jeanie go buy her food then she go meet er hems .winnie & mich go lot 1 makan , then i go home lohs . so sian lahs . tml must chiong social studies ler. i dont understand anything about sri lanka . okays , i will really study alot tml . i guess =/

i want my belt at far east or queensway lahhhhh .

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some pictures to share (:


WSSS band !



DAMN nice . got like ten schools taking part ?
not sure `

* what to put on my blogskin . i've no idea. howwwww ...

MIN

so sian ,
did a stupid blogskin.
not done yet.
im BORED!
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im out later !
to lot 1 makan first then go straight back to school &
watch SYF at the national stadium.
lalalas ` i felt better .
think alot & yays !
hahaa, dont understand . nvm !
okays , support wsss band xD

will post later bahs ,
& tell u how great is our school band !
HEHS (:

min .
iloveeeyouuuu !

GREAT !



cheryl , ME , jeanie (:



me & KANGAROO ! xD


ME with my cute PIGLET (; i want to sleep.

nothing to say about school . not so fun today . so sian de , hahas. then after school stayed in class to do my math ws7 & wait fer PO . btw , mr huang came to our class today . HAHAA , but actually hes not that good looking lah . just take a closer look lors. haa , after school . that MR RETARDED + psycho = ronnie kept making me . you bakaru ! hahaa ,

i didn see him in school today , soooo i dontknow wad. haa

my contact almost came off from my eyes. too dry le , almost everyone stand around me . thought i crying sia -.- even mr huang also . end tha tutoring ler , went to find jeanie next door . HEHS (: then cheryl & jeanie came to my house play lohs . lalala ` so crazy . after that when they almost to go . receive a msg from HIM . yeas , another him lahs .

& mood goes super down . i dontknow how to answerrrr but still , i said sorry to him . hais , i dont want to play your feeling , okays .. hais , i dontknow how i feel . sad , guilty ? notsure . not the first time already lahs . sucks lah ! i dun wanna take revenge on him . like so unfair lah . HAIS !!! heng , got jeanie & cheryl make me laugh. create new vulgarities lohs , so funny lahh . dontwant write here , later people say i violent xD

CHERYL TRIED TO MOLEST ME in my room!
hahaa , she is very dangerous . SCARE me , PHEW .
anyhow touch touch sia. hahaa ,
joking lahs (:


tml SYF , jiayou . BAND (:
i want my belttttttt...

withlove ,
min <3

i cant cry & i dontknow why.
1 year & 3 months plus.
wo bu yao pian ni .

WAHHHHH .
cant tahan . stupid head.
STUPID headache . i need medicine.
but i dontwant to eat .
PAIN like dontknow how & my homeworks still not done yet.
I WANT TO SLEEP .
pain pain pain !!~~~

hais .
headache lahs , i felt like banging the wall and die right now okay . sians . today never see him lahs , nvm . hes not that important to me anyway . lalalas ~ morning , everything same lors . wont change de , sians leh . hahaa , then at locker there scold michelle vulgarities . then she heard till ' your papa knn no cb ' LMAO . so stupid , dirty de michelle ahh.

lessons okay lohs , abit sleepy. & i failed my math & pure geog with super low scores. i DID study ehs . i'll rather stay in 3c than in 3b , liddat i will have lesser stress than now lahs . hais , common test dun have pure geog . happppyyyyy like siao (: sat , SYF band . before that , dontknow go where also . sian halfs .

assembly , west spring idol . charmaine & jasmine compete with terry . mmm , dontknow how to say also lahs . didn really enjoy that much lohs . i only loveeee wanjun & johnson's song . hahs , nice okay ! voted fer terry nors . in the end , really is terry won . this year ws idol very cham lahs . so sian de.

after school , dontknow want to wait fer michelle anot . in the end , makan at school then headed to senja lrt station . sat there awhile , then jeanie went home . winnie came to my house. michelle came later. mark called & chat lohs . hais , life is so boring . winnie ! dont think too much le kays . && michelle also , dont think . like what i said , think of me ! MISS ME lahs . hahaa..


you never think for me .



MIN
wo yao kuai le !

rahhhhs .
hahaa , school was okay today (:
morning , reach school - go locker take books . went back to class
saw him ! & i scream lah . LOLS
so great k , make me happy lots .
cheryl scolded me crazy , you guys dont think waiwai ah .
that ' he ' is just someone i dontknow but i always notice him in school
blahhs,
one word , CUTE . xD
not equal to adorable but ugly , alright . is REALLY those kind of cute.
not very lah but soso nor.
on the way to hall , saw him again .
kept laughing lahs , i think he might think im crazy .
hahaa , nvm .
so FUN =b

pe , run run run .
damn FUNNY also .
played badminton with amanina , sulastri , nazura , cheryl & rebecca.
hahs , laugh till pengz k .
i pity rebecca alot , always been locked .
who ask her so suay !

lessons , sian !
saturday going to see band SYF .
good luck (:
but that day ,
i want to go out & mmm meet de.
nvm lahs , next time bah.

i miss michelle & winnie right now .
HELLO KITTY ! i miss you lahs.
>.<

btw , ytd night . my feelings was so luan lahs.
cause mmm . i dontknow how to explain also
but today morning wake up , everything is still tha same.
nothing changed.

i love playing in school
but NOT studying .
HEHS ((:

had guides today ,
boring . sang songs.
some very stupid ones ,
next week no guides cause common test.
wees ! ~

i want go overseas camp .
* wanted to add somemore things to 3b blogskin
but i dontknow put what eh .
suggestions ?


loves .
min

i know ...
i know my expectation for myself is very high .
but , hais.

morning , first period .
cried .
reason ; math classtest , i dontknow how to do .
felt so useless & hopeless , hais.
common test is coming - nextweek , i dontwant to fail .
hais , after test . went to toilet . came out then cry le.
i really dontknow what to do to improve my maths lah.
so stress .
chinese , 3 marks to score A1 .
but , im not satisfied . i can score A1 if i put in more effort de.
physics , failed.
ferget bout it `
two more marks to pass leh . so upset .
common test , next week ah.
so dumb lahs me . hais , sat & sun i can stay at home & revise
but i choose to go out & enjoy my life.
hais , how lahs .

i cant concentrate,
chemistry , i dont understand .
hais , i really dontknow what to do ..
really dontknow ..
hais .

--
& xj showed me his attitude .
so dulan . BRR
kaos , you angry or not happy your problem , okay !
show me your attitude fer wad lahs .
suan le .
then , F&N . HEHS xD pratical !
my left hand pain ..
yups , after school go home nor.
tired ! i want to sleep .

cheryl , dont cry (:
lovess ,

great lah ..
hahaa , im going crazy soon .
tml go school can see him again .
but , you know ..
bahhhh ):

i forgot something .
one of my close friend broke up with her bf few days ago
& now , another of my CLOSE friend stead with her boy ler.
who ahs ? who attached le ahs .
happy fer you lahs . last long okay . got him ler , cannot cry anymore .
you know who you are , mrs TAN .
is tan his surname ? =b

two attached , three single. 5 jiemeis (:
i dote on my girl-friends such as HELLO KITTY xD, my 3Bclassmates such as sulastri & amanina & those who are always there for me such as HC (:

& MY BIG BRO GO SEE MY HANDPHONE MESSAGES.
IM NOT ANGRY AT ALL, but that is my privacy .
ask me before u open it & see .
no wonder he will ask me not to be .. & etc
he wont understand too .

raining heavily today .
there was lightning , so afraid of it lahs.
saw the lightning , quickly cover my ears >.<
& felt so ..
hais .


ALONE .
min

mark , mark , MARKER PEN .
stay happy , alright .

hahaa , yea.
what we can think of is really only revenge .
you can turn to someone else .
forget bout her .


min

im so happyyyy ! HEHS (:
im finally done with 3B blogskin .
its rather simple lah , not very complicated.
& we have our 3B blog already . hahs ,
i loveeee 3B ` those who wanna view it , take the url from me at msn ,okays ?

todayyyy morning cheryl cried .
& i knew it lah . scram k , all those heartbreakers.
idiot ohkay , im so scare of guys already .
qi si wo le , you YOU YOU yes YOU !
you better dont like other girls , okay.
if you make cheryl everyday cry in school, you chammm !
seeing cheryl cry really breaks my heart. shes like another me ?
i dontknow but i understand how she feels. i guess (:
i hope she is okay right now.
guys always think that when he leave the girl
and wanted the girl to study .
they didn know if they did this way ,
the girl cant even concentrate on studies at all .
they will just cry non-stop & think alot.
so stupid ohkay , BRR . stupid guys !
& most cham is that common test is coming lah .
how is cheryl going to concentrate .
ferget it , i have no intention scolding the GUYS .
i only mean it to heartbreakers .

school was fine today (: studying math later.
tml got test. i hate maths alot
& i think i will fail it. i'll try my best to pass (:
this morning , at locker . the dontknow who . i dontknow how to spell the name.
said ' liu xue .' sort of it . it means blood flowing out .
leslie was with him too .
i guess i know what that guy is trying to say .
hais , i wont care alright . im unreasonable
& have no feelings.
i know my words were harsh that day .
HOPELESS ME .

&&
the sight of her makes me feel uncomfortable ,
the sight of her makes me jealous ,
the sight of her makes me feel weird,
the sight of her makes me feel so down .

altogether is 4 different her.
i guess all of you dont get what i mean .
nvm , not important also `

&
that prefect so cute k . hahs !
but ... SECRET =X

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i dont believe anymore .
why do you have to explain ,
when you ... hais .

time . how long . years ? months ? hours ? minutes ? or even seconds ?
HAIS .
it's bothering me .


MIN
lovess<3s