im back again . sorry uhs fer not posting so long : x ytd went out with crazy michelle QIUQIU . lols , dont shout at me . quite stupid and fun ouhs . i dontknow what to post anymore . brrr ~ tha days which i nvr post , i guess im living quite boring -.- BORED BORED .

can i be more happy ? DUHS

i miss my friends ): hais .


MIN.T <3s

hahs , dumb jeanie looking at me now! STARE somemore. STARE ! hahs . i think i abit zibi now uhs. lalas : DD had a quarrel with leslie just now. damn pissed off uhs . i dun even have tha mood to talk to him . he called me , i talk to him awhile . i faster kup his phone. mmm , MICHELLE . im here to help u lers : x hehs , scolded him uhs. but i dontknow why i dun feel bad at all . cause i think im speaking from my heart and i want him to be awake of what he is doing . one conclusion is ; he very fan uhs !

ytd went out with WINNIE . suppose want go causeway watch movie with her ders. budden tha cinema dontknow go where lers. so went back to lot 1 .. took neoprint. nicenice : DD im now using winnie's comp . hao sians. now at her house with mark and jeanie. i think im sleeping soon . bbrrs. how ?

tml got school uhs . getting all tha results ? hope i can do well even though i know i sure flunk my maths . hais , not in a good mood today . but.. hais . i dontknow what to say .

BE ORIGINAL


loves ,

MIN

okok , im here just to say my comp will spoil anytime ! -.- brrr , ohkay . AGAIN ! kukuass. before this , i got post lahs . budden my comp suddenly black out -.- DUHHH , spoil my mood . nvm , hahs .

love's dead

wenta bugis with them today ! and its so weird without winnie around -.- duhs . then wenta shop around at bugis mall and street. ian saw me ! but i didn saw him . lols , i dont even know hes real face cause i knew him through friendster . lols : D he working in topshop . stupid UNCLE orhs . hehs , kind of shocked that he can recognise me : x lols.

then shop around bugis street . bought a shirt , kind of off-shoulder ? : D nicenice . i like it and its cheap uhs . just that its quality not really good . after that , three plus liddat . took mrt to cityhall . wenta esplanade. i lovee that place alot . ouhs , and theres alot of couples there -.- we talk crap there , talk bout rel. listen to music : D i love myyyy girlfriends alot alot !

took 960 back to bp plaza. kind of dulan over sth. ah lian only wad -.- lols , i kind of xi guan lahs . hahs , michelle dulan dulan annd DULAN . hahs , ate in mac for dinner. thennn , went home and watch princess hours. im making my IC tml with mum anddd then i will pull her go to bugis with me . buyyyyy clothes again : D lols.

its finaallly tha end of EOY . && my left eye is swollen because i cant get enough sleep ! i can study from night till midnight 4.30 . duhs , tml no school ! im going to sleep like pig. my eyes are painful . stupid headache is coming back to me again and tha worst is ! im having fugly ugly big eyebags ! AHHH . i need to sleep : x

two pictures for today !










MIN & MICHELLE

its over ! OVER : D so so so damn happy uhs . hahs
later going out with michelle & jeanie.

i miss my laogong ,winnie : D
kukuass .


min <3s

im sorry .
because i cant stop ..

i love rain : D i love his song , Move On . meaningful uhs .
lovess .


rain , bi - Move On lyrics ( english translated)
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My eyes has always been on you, no matter when
Until the day you turn back for me, forever, forever.
Move on, oh, move on
It's time to let go
He will not be coming back
Open your heart baby,
Open the heart which you've shut tight

Let me be the one to hold you tight
Be the one you wait for every night
No matter until when, I will take the place of that person and stay by your side

I will always be right by your side instead of that man
I will always be right by your side
Make you the promise of eternity.
This feeling of heart-wrenching pain, am I not feeling the same pain too?
I dream of seeking out each other with you
The person who has filled out your heart now is not me...
Whenever I think of that, I feel the heart-wrenching pain again

Move on, oh, move on
It's time to let go
He will not be coming back
Move on, oh, move on
Stride past this period of time
Discover my existence secretly in that vast emptiness of your heart
I will always stay by your side,
I will never let your feel sad again
So give me your chance

here to post again . hais , i've been thinking alot again . ahhhs , wadever. im just being paranoid . whatever it is , i dont have the mood to study . brr , and im so frustrated at myself . DUH ! i feel so out of tha world , so empty and so .....

tml is geog paper1 and also chemi paper 2 . wish me good luck & tml is michelle , my DARLING's birthday : D . i super love love her (: hahs , but stupid her dont love me , love her AHEMS . lols : x good luck to her & hope that her wish for tml will be granted . remember uhs , this month 11th is our date. let this friendship be everlasting : D happy 15th birthday tml ! stupid stupid stupid MICHELLE MICKEY crazy.

im studying later : D i must study . and i think im going to study till midnight three plus . so feel free to msg me if you are free , and have nth to do . hahs :D

im not missing you .
i bet , im not .


MIN .

for a moment ..

i started to think back . about those memories with him . its all very small things which i did with him . but why did i have a dream about him ? i dontwant to look back again and suffer my ownself again like last time with ***** . i dontwant things to repeat again and again . sometimes , i wonder why i would end up like this ? is it retribution , is it because i rejected guys and made them feel hurt . & this is what i got in tha end ?

i tried not to look back again because i know its bygones which will nvr happen in my life again . its because of you , i fall once again more badly . i thought i get over you already .. but having the dream , i know its what i want in my life. or probably is that i think too much again? or MAYBE , i dont even need you already . hais , you nvr knew how im feeling bout you right now . can i say ..

HELLO , KUKUASS . get yourself out of my mind , can ! ?

MAYBE , I DONT EVEN NEED YOU . its those sensitive thoughts that made me feel this way again . it happens all tha times -.- sooo , i shall not bother bout this stupid dream and let myself be free , which i loveeee alot .

i think i understand guys abit uh . because theres this one time , this guy wanna say sth to me . and i said to him that i know what he wanna say to me . i think he was quite shocked and he didn talk to me since that day . i know what guys will be thinking whenever a girl talks bout him after they broke up . but i just wanna keep my mouth shut ..

unloved , i said.

yesterday was mooncake festival . lols , & its girlfriends' day ! but it ended up without winnie . kind of sianhalfs also . hahs , then we wenta to bp park. its alot of people lahs . saw peipei & huiming there . && i dontknow why i suddenly have gastric pain . damn pain uhs >.< and i left with three papers only . i think i will flunk math this time very badly , hais . its soo painful when knowing that my ownself will flunk it because wo dui that paper no confidence ! chinese okok ouhs , budden i also got no confidence in passing it with flying colours . mmm , geog paper 2 haihao nors . hope can pass : x hais , i dontwant retain & i want to stay in 3B with those funs uh ! pray hard hard !~ pictures !


min & michelle <3 michelle loves me .


MEME . & tha one sleeping on my bed is ....
WINNIE :D


sparks!


me & michelle made ders ,
candle hearts . prettaye ouhs.


our fingers <3

we kept shouting ***** no use , only got use at xxxxx xxxxx , ******* mei you yong , wang ba dan & of course , ****** mei you yong also ! lols ,

but .. today morning , when i woke up . i realised that i dreamt of him ! then i think of it .. i was crying in my dream & i was veryvery upset because of something . then i wenta my mirror and looked at myself . i blinked and then one drop of tear came out from my eyes . my eyes were watery & its red lahs ! .. i swear it was the most upset dream i've before .
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sorry fer not posting tha past few days . i need to mug hard mah ! hope that the results i got , wont disappoint me till i cry -.- im studying chemistry later. loves !

ouhs , jiemei 184

unloved

erms , today is my birthday : D yes , my birthday . i dontknow how to describe my feelings ! its like not really sad and not really happy . am i happy ? am i sad ? no idea ~ this year is like a very very big difference from last year one. so how should i start uhs ? ouh ya , today is guoyan's birthday & xinhua's birthday and shaun's birthday & natassia too . lols , so many huhs ! this year's birthday is kind of ... mmm , i dontknow how to describe. BUT !

im really elated when i saw all tha smses which they send to me or give their greetings to me in school . which all wrote , " happy birthday " in the sms. its like it is a BIG present already because they still remember my birthday . & the " they " im referring to are ; michyeo , winnie , jeanie , cheryl , christine , sulastri <3 , junqian , weiming , kurt , razis , guoyan , jingting , zhenlu , zihui , kunda , ka en , zayar , libing , yanling ,grace , suning , nazura , yuanliang , stephanie , joanna , peipei , natalie , mark , leslie , razak , rebecca , huijuan , kenneth & etc. thanks lot uhs.

thanks jingting , girlfriends , mark , leslie , kunda and natalie fer the presents. girlfriends , natalie , mark & leslie for the playboy stuffs . kunda fer the piglet . jingting fer tha mickey thingy . & big big thanks to my family because they got me my dream phone , nokia 6111 . im feeling so guilty , so sad , so touched cause the whole family spend alot of money to buy that phone fer me . sooo , i cried outside the phone shop because i was so touched . then dad came and hugged me and told me thats its alright. how can i hate my dad , when he dote me so much ? hais , si bai uhs ! i love my family , they are my everything : D loves.

after school , wenta lot 1 with girlfriends . they gave me tha present in kiddy palace -.- diaos huh . lols , stupid ehs . but thanks uh . walkwalk around , went home ! michelle took my chemi notes. duh ! imp notes , somemore.

lastly ,
happy birthday to myself , LIMIN !
one year older lers : D hehs .

ouhs ! ferget bout oct 9 ~~

am i happy ?


unloved.

hahs ! finally done with my coursework . i mean everything ! lols , good good :D lols , ouhs . and im done with winnie's blogskin. wait fer her online now ~ jin tian de xing qing not bad ~ hehs .

today , at night go outside eat to celebrate my early birthday . actually ... i dont feel like going . hais . thanks junqian fer helping me to print my F&N work! studying ss later ? abit bahs . hahaa
stupid jeanie msg me just now said that we are officially together today ! LOLS , she crazy uhs . okok , together uh ! today is oct 1 . happy children day to u : D and nov 1 is our first month . hahs . crazy lahs (:

it's children day -.- lols ,

this love is dying ...


unloved

sometimes .. sometimes .
i feel ..

i dontknow why .
i dontknow wads wrong with me again .
mum said that dad will be bringing me out to eat on sunday
to celebrate my early birthday .
i dontwant , its not what i want . i ...
i told michelle today , i wasnt really expecting my birthday to come.
i dontknow why . i got this very bad feeling ..
its very very different from last year.
when that special day of mine to come
, i guess i will not feel the joy in me like last year anymore .
so let this birthday to be an unhappy birthday (:
i dontknow why i felt so down .
maybe moodswings .
all i want is A1s for my subjects.
MICHELLE SAID THAT MY EXPECTATIONS ARE HIGH -.-

erms, maybe from next week monday till the end of examination , i wont be online. yaaa , & maybe will online and blog only on my birthday :D

today was like so fun in class (: hahaa ,

tml is ENGLISH test . hais , i must pass. no more failings , LIMIN (: buck up ! i need tha motivation , please.

i wish i wish , i can pass all my subjects.

have to rush my F&N work . hais , fucks life. so many things need to do . finish le must go revise . my dearrr pure geog.

ytd i met a despo -.- can u believe it ? within two days , he can ask for it . if im dumb , i will accept. but im not ! he is crazy and im not . hahs : D weird people always do weird things . ouhhh , i fail my english again . duhs , i guess i must study the dictionary fer better vocabulary to use . HAIS .

this friday , will be my first paper which is english . wish me good luck : D i hope i can do it , i hope i can finally pass my english . just like my maths . hais , PLEASE .

thanks christine uh : D
i think this is the first time i got so depress.
i still feel ... super duper upset. hais

unloved lost her confidence again! HOW ?!
she wants to score A1 for all her subjects .

is it because my expectation for myself is too high .
or ,
its normal ?

hais . even a thousand words cant describe how im feeling now .

&&
i received the letter to make IC . wees ! i can work le lahs !

just a short post fer today & off to a nap later. wake up & study ss. duhs , im in a low spirit. ahhs , cause of my physics class test. i think im going to flunk it . but my chemi class test results somehow cheer me up also . A1 for tha first time. so today mood quite weird uhs . half upset , half happy : x hais , i dontknow why i cant score for physics. HAIS

thenthen , chinese lesson . zhang lao shi angry with kelvin & ronnie. so , she scold scold lors. then must do tha yi lun wen paper then can be release. dui bu qi , lao shi ! : D mug hard , people.

please help me with my physics ~ hais . ): i feel so so so soooo sad . i think im going to score the lowest mark in the class. why cant i just simply understand tha topic and do all the questions ?! stupidd. HAIS HAIS HAIS. i dont want to pull down my chemistry marks . HAIS HAIS HAIS .

how ?
baddd mooooooodddddd .


unloved, i said .

went to find jeanie just now . afternoon nahs : D wenta nat house downstair , cause stupid jeanie want take her books so accompanied her ! then after that wenta plaza , buy some stuffs. eat my dinner (: went home .

ouhs , i hate my damn computer. is like so damn slow , i felt like hitting it till it really spoilts. im finding panda icons ^^ who have it ? give meeee. hahaa , doing homework later. kind of lazy lahs , but no choice. i didn bring back my F&N book too. duhs -.- how to do my coursework. ahhh , ferget it .

i think my blog is kind of weird -.- i dontknow ,

unloved

bu zhi dao why suddenly i so emotional. xiang alot alot nahs . im not gonna to direct anyone here :D so rest assured that im not talking bout U ! sometimes i've been thinking what i want & how much do i understand myself. i will go like , hey i dont wish to know myself . i will always look at the negative side because i know i wont have a happy ending like everyone does. can you see how much i hate myself ?
FUCKS LIES.

people , cherish everything you have now uhs :D bbefore it all slips off from you . by that time , u will be crying like shits . & nobody will really cares bout you . even if they do care , they wont know how hurt you are feeling . NO , they cant. sometimes its not really great to rake up tha past anymore , u will look back and laugh at yrself. silly huhs ? let go of everything that does not belong to you .

is this something in this world called everlasting ?

i dontknow why i felt such a way . i will look at myself infront of a mirror and say , ' ugly bitch , you deserve it . ' i think i will always get so suay . hahs ! bytheway , its great to be loved ! really really so xinfu , ohkays . i get over to those things already. hold on with yr relationship if u have one , dont say break up this two words so easily. give in & understanding , is tha only thing you must have to get a stable relationship . i dontwant to see my closest friends ending up in a bad state, you know ^^ nvr give up . its doesnt means that tha person dun cherish u and in the end u do tha same too .

he will always be my pain .

limin , stop tha craps -.- hahaa , michelle kuku miss MEMEME : D imissyoo too . mum still remember that my bday is coming . quite happy lahs . but i wanted to have my nokia6111 as my bday present. budden i know she cant afford it lahs . its alot of money . so ferget it ,dont put too much hope . hahaa :D nvm , after eoy , i will go and work. earn money , buy that phone && no one should snatch with me to buy that prettaye phone . maybe? hais ):

hahaa , adults always lie to children .

today slept alot . hahaa , msged with ian just now. nice guy :D i knew him through friendster ^^ lols , kills my boredom. lalas : x homework later ? STUDY lah , limin . byebye , stupid blog.


unloved , i said.

mmm , morning :D . just now chat with some people in msn . what to do ners ? hais , let it be bahs . mummy sick lers , so i wont be going out today ? i notsure also , im going to starve myself till die uhs . ytd wenta pasar malam with jeanie & her bro. bought my adidas bag (: quite nice lahs . i dontknow why i like it so much when i first saw it. saw my school sec2 de girls. chio : D

i was feeling so vexed today . eoy is approaching already , next week lahs . i must pass all my subjects . pleaseeee (: hais , im having gastric pain again ~ its damn pain . ahhhh .

forgot to bring my F&N book home . i have lotsa of homework . doing it all at night . monday study fer ss . lalas :D

unloved