Sunday, June 04, 2006

mmm , yesterday was quite fun lahs . went to bugis with jeanie , timo and winnie . reach there , go bugis street walkwalk first nor , then went to bugis junction & took neos (: timo & jeanie took neos also ! LOLS , but very ke xi lahs . got so many sweet sweet de pic , in the end left one sia . tsk tsk ~ jeanie paiseh wors. lmao . 5.30 plus , we went down & yang chen lin came later. she very cute uhs , her voice.

then went to fareast lohs , saw salt =X hahaa , go walkwalk again lors. the shop i want go de , close le lehs . hais , nvm . at night , took bus back to keathong . makan in mac with jean and timo . after that , timo go home first lor cause he tired mah . me & jeanie go playground there wait fer winnie come . sat there for dontknow how long . talk alot lahs . yup , liddat lors.

going to relative house later. sians

MIN !

Saturday, June 03, 2006

new song (: by jolin .
nicenice

hehs !

im going out later . bugis =/ ohkay , i want go shopping !


MIN !

Friday, June 02, 2006

LIBRA

Birth stone

Opal or aquamarine

You like...

Pretty ornaments, cuddly toys, romance and candles.

You dislike...

Loud computer games, wrestling, yesterday's fashions and being lonely.

You're best at...

Patching up problems between mates, always seeing both sides of the story and surrounding yourself with beautiful things and people.

deep down

You yearn to find ur soul mate - the one man who will sweep u off ur feet and ride into the sunset on a big white horse. Love and relationships are what matter to u most.

Your career...

In keeping with ur caring nature, choose veterinary science, teaching or medicine.

Fashion

You like clothes with a sexy, feminine feel. You love frills and flounces but won't wear them unless they're in fashion. You look good in a variety of colours from bright red and navy to softer, more pastelly shades. When it comes to accessories, you like jewellery but it has to be discreet and understated. No tiaras for you, thanks very much!

As a mate...

U will go to any lengths to avoid tiffs and hate it when a friendship breaks up. Ur mates find u interesting and objective but they get frustrated when u can't make up ur mind. Mostly, though, they think u are trustworthy and terrific.

As a girlfriend...

U love being part of a couple and will work ur socks off to keep things calm 'n' cosy. Arguments bother u so u would rather avoid an issue than knuckle down and sort it out. U are happiest when everything's rosy and crumble into a tearful heap when it's not.

If your boyf's a Libra...

Expect him to be a good listener but give him space to say his piece too. Libra boys find it difficult to make tough decisions, so learn to read his mood and take the lead about where to go on dates, etc. He'll soon come round if u handle with care.
michelle (:
dont think so far lers. everything will be fine , alright ? (: loves

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went to school early this morning . i think should be very early . sulastri , cheryl and i got the wrong time . nvm , so i went to buy things to eat cause i nv eat my breakfast ! after that , went for the mind-mapping workshop . should say quite fun , maybe it helps on my studies . i can stop reading the textbook and i'll just do a mind-map & memories everything at once ! good uhs ? xD

after the lesson , went to talk with hweekhim in 3c classroom . we ( cheryl , renytta & me ) talked , yea. i was like asking hweekhim questions . & everything was ok now . i hope she wont act infront of me because i think she is still a nice girl , perhaps . no calling each other bitch , no more ! no insultings too ! we will be the bestest & bestest friend . i think so : S

makan at senja grand with renytta mei & cheryl . ohkays le , went back to school fer social studies lessons. didn touch any new chaps . basically , we are just learning about the skills on how to do structured questions . uhs , i dont think i know how to write the conclusion L5 . because , im dreaming all the way .

lessons ended at 3pm & mich , winnie & i accompanied sulastri to take her contact lens at bangkit. then , we went to plaza . bought foods & makan in apple tree . lalaaa - walked around and went off bout five or four plus . winnie they all went to lot 1 & i walked back home . so boring lahs . im going to do my homework later . if im not lazy , i hope so . bytheway , im starting to talk to myself at times . im just plain boring lahs & i will just kept asking myself questions infront of a non - living thing. ohkay , im not insane . im not zibi lahs !! hahs (: im just trying to get myself a answer . & often , i will cry after that thennnn i will feel much better .

ohkays , sickening and frustrating life . tired of it . it has been so long since i cry . aww , maybe i should cry now ah ?! hahas , sorry . i think im crazy now . LOLS

mmm , felt like doing a new blogskin . but it takes lots of time . maybe next time lohs , when im bored & have nothing to do ? && im going to malaysia soon , on tha 15th . so miss me lahs! hehs , i think im going out tml to bugis . not sure bah , i miss shopping alot . but tha problem is i dont have the money to buy anything , sians sia .


MIN !

Thursday, June 01, 2006

ohkay , i think i know who . just a rough idea . is either that guy i saw on wed , im wearing home clothes bah. . possibilities ? i dontknow ...
or on thursday im wearing sch u there , someone i dontknow.
hell life-

stayed at home the whole day . eat , study lohs . start to do homework lers . quite sian ehs , but no choice . tml go school for workshop. study again , hais .. wad a holiday ~ i want to go out lahs .

understand me ~

MIN !

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

emptiness -


' i died on 31st may . my life is so unfair and im useless and hopeless. i should not be in this world and life is everytime unfair !! '

im sorry . this is the only two word i can say ..
, zui hao de peng you .

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uhs , i think my computer is spoiling . so if i didn post fer like two days ? then u guys will know that something is wrong with the computer & i cant use . went to school today with cheryl , mr prakash kept asking me questions which i dontknow during lesson time . i feel so confuse ): after school , winnie they all go plaza and i went home . go back home and sleep lohs ..

just now ms chew called . she talked to my mum about me -.- uhs , i will buck up and study hard ehs . i hope so ~ hahaa

tml no need go school . happy sia !




MIN!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

i felt so ...
i think i really need someone to talk to... its really difficult, you know ? ahh , dont ask me bout it . and YOU , yes you . although i know you wont get to see this post ? PLEASE , dont drink beer anymore . it doesnt helps at all . and anddd , when u get drunk , dont come to me and say those things . i mean.. theres no use saying all that anymore ... at least you understand . i care because u are my friend . dont ask me questions that i dunknow how to answer. sometimes , i just get fed up of it .

many many things happen . & i dont think im going to elaborate more on this which makes my life like hell. i hate those stupid images spinning round my head which makes me feel like banging the wall and ya , stop thinking . maybe for only few seconds ? two different memories . duhs , && i think im really bad .. cause uhs . zips my mouth*

went to school today , went for maths but skip english . uhs =X i wont do that again .. i think so ? after that , went to plaza. slack there lohs , sians . going to school tml .

dont seems like a holiday to me . hws , undone.


MIN !

Monday, May 29, 2006

dont judge me by my looks . understand me , know me well.
ask yourself this question .
is it what u say are the truth ?
i dont get it , you know .

elbaresim !

Sunday, May 28, 2006

told mum something which i think i shouldnt tell .
however, shes still that nice & didn say anything . i love mum , she understands me .
she knows what i am thinking about .

i just hope i can tell mum how upset i am & about things that happen around me.
& i feel like crying so much infront of her .
hais , this month . sucks
i have many things left undone . assignments ..
things to make decisions .
i really dontknow what to do.
i've been telling myself that i will cheer up
and everything will be fine..
but i guess , things just dont go on my way .

went to grandma hse at bangkit.
they moved house, so i took taxi with aunt to the new house at jurong area.
then i saw my naughty little cousin , kaikai .
he is damn hyperactive , i just cant control him .
he just kept running around and throwing things .
brr ,

listen to mp3...
went to eat nearby , took bus home .
saw eric's mum , & my mum started to chat with her.
talk about facial things . ahhh ,
if i have the money .
reached bukit panjang.
went to plaza & bought foods back home .
stupid jeanie msg me stupid sms -.-
LOLS

walked back home .
start thinking for a moment.
its been like many days i never go out with mum & accompany her.
maybe , i shall do this more often ?

im tired !

MIN!
im going to grandma hse at bangkit later. yea , should be quite boring . i think so ~

heys , im just asking you that question only ytd night . dont think so much , ohkay ? i dont feel good if u are like this (: smile

loves ,
MIN!

Saturday, May 27, 2006

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
不怕累只要我的身边
有你陪请你相信我是真的不后悔


back !! within two days , many things happen to me . i shall not elaborate more on it . life sucks ! i hate it , i hate myself , i hate my surrounding & most of all i hate living in this world . afternoon , went out with winnie . she want go pierce her ears mah , so pei her lohs . ohkay , she now look more ahlian ler . hahas , went to library & borrow books back home in order to stop me from thinking ..

maybe i should just do this way the next time when something is bothering me . ahhh, i just need someone to talk to . at night , went to meet brian . ohkay , he never change at all . still so buayba. uhs , quite irritating also =/ after that , went home lohs . blog blog blog ~

im going out tml to grandma hse at bangkit ? dontknow yet .

MIN !

Friday, May 26, 2006

be yourself day !

wake up in the morning . get changed & went to meet cheryl first at jelapang . ohkay , im very lazy so i walked slowly & ended up that the person who is late is not me is jeanie chong , tha zibi . lols , went to school . alot of people dress differently nah . some very nice , some okok nor . the concert , okok nor . got hafiz & blackie perform . hehs , after that set up the manicure booth . i think i did a very ugly manicure on melissa's hand . ahhh , im sorry =/ i didn mean it , my skills is really bad .

end le , went off lohs . go to bishan there find mich's deardear . lols , fishing make us wait for like one hour plus fer him . ohkay , what a gentlemen ~ thennn , he finally came out of school with his friend . very beng , yea . walked to macs & settle down . then this fishs girl told the monkey say i diao her . shits , wad fer i look at you sia . u surely came out from the mental hospital not long ago =X is you diao me , or i diao you de. ask yourself this question first lah before you go find taiji .

dulan lohs , then walked off & took taxi back to bukit panjang plaza. sat in apple tree , then zihui , jeanie & i kept talking about those girls stuffs . uhs , then timothy at there listen lohs . feeling damn weird lahs . hahaa , waited fer that dum's msg lohs . he at fajar then he came to plaza with his friends & we met . yups , but didn really talk lahs . just say hellos & byebye =b

after that , went home le lohs . sorry ah , ytd never post because i lazy ~ hahas. i feel so uneasy right now . hais ,


loves ,
MIN !

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

i feel so upset for my dearest her . guys always tend to be very sweet at first , then slowly changed . that is a fact , almost all the guys do that to his girlfriend . tears almost roll down when i saw her crying . girl , you know who you are . you are strong , yes you are. i know you can get over it very quickly . you have me , you have cheryl , you have many many other friends around you . just like what u said before , hes not tha only guy in the world .

will you do this to me ?

uhs , went to lot 1 again today with cheryl & sulastri . buy tha nail polish at sasa , then went to take neos . nicenice (: walk around . went into the staircase area to settle something . zips my mouth* then kunda & kelvin came . hahaaa , kelvin is gay . no lahs , i use him as a model to practice my skills . brr , i just cant . nvm , i will just keep trying . i wont give up , i think so ~ lols.

listen to mp3 & went home . felt like sleeping again . oink -

MIN !

不要对我太好 .
dont put too much hope on me

im sleepy , im bored , im a pig &&& i want to go out.

since yesterday night , sulastri still haven call me ! i think she had forgot . ahh , nvm . i have a copymeow . so fishing angry , he/she USE my word . have your originality , please ? maybe i should just put password on my blog .

ohkay nvm , its better for me to keep my mouth shut . have to do my english assignments later. uhh , i want to work during the holiday . but i dont have IC , so i cant work at mummy's place. i need money ! maybe the next holiday .

i cant possibly trust someone so easily , i guess.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

can i YAY ? lols , tml no school (: im going to go do manicure. today wake up early lohs , then meet cheryl at senja . saw veron waiting for elizabeth . reached school , almost all wear half-u . ahhh , nvm . thenthen , go do work lers . help to carry the water . heavy ehs =/ hand damn pain lahh .

end le , waited for winnie & mich for their npcc to end with cheryl , christine & jeanie . hais , then like got abit ps christine cause she waited for us . in the end , she take the bus alone . sorry =X took bus to queensway . walkwalk lohs , nothing de nah . i want the shirtttt , fish =/ ! thirty plus . nvm , i will save the money .walk finish le , went to take bus back to bukit batok lohs . in the bus , kept laughing fer nothing . i also dontknow why i laugh -.- winnie also laugh because she saw me laughing . weird uh ? hahs .

went down & took mrt to lot 1 . go walkwalk again until mich want go home le . i also felt like sleeping , very tired .. went home , useeee compppp & now blogging =b

tml , i'll be going out again . hais , again to lot 1 ! im lazy eh but no choice . im going to sleep later . loves ,

MIN !

Monday, May 22, 2006

LIGHTBULB! korkor & jialing jie in the same room with me . they do work , i use comp. i duncaree , i want use comp. lols , korkor & her very sweet ehs . one year plus le. hope they can last very very long (: cause i want them to last long . they very pei =b & i likee jialing jie . she very nice & chio !

school okok nor today . very guai lahs me , go do yin yong wen while others were busying chatting . im a good girl ! hehs , lessons are always that bored . no change , its like the same rountine for me everyday . maybe i wont blog so regularly le cause its just the same daily . ahhhh .. im dead ! tml going to macritchie park , i dontknow how to spell. ferget it =/ my english is poor . got duty , so dont need to run . i will just wear pe attire & wont even wear my half-u there . troublesome ! laalaaa

after school , went to plaza with zihui , jeanie , veron , winnie & michelle . did i miss out anyone ? i think ~ no bah ! its like been so long we never go out with veron le . ohkay , i miss her alot ! i miss one d alot too . with kevin stupid jokes & cheers , jihua's extraodinary laughs . pervertic actions of daniel , one d being famous for being the most naughty class & the only class who loves to destroy properties in the class . ahhh.. too much to mention . they are so great & funny lahs. hais , i hope i hope i can go back to one d so much ..

winnie & i was like damn crazy in longjohn with jeanie . ohkay , its normal for us already . we are damn noisy but we dontcare also nah . then suddenly , longjohn blackout . maybe we are just tooooooo noisy . i think im abit crazy now. wahhaaa , at night pei jeanie go rent er mo zai shen bian ders vcd . cause christine want mah . go to greenridge & plaza . both place also no stock . got one shop have , but need ic. so in the end , still dont have . makan at plaza lohs , then mum called. scolded me , say i very lihai 8pm le still haven reach home . help her buy bread then faster go home le lohs .

sians , wed no school !!!!! hehs . friday , be yourself day . after that , go shop lahhhh ! ohkay , my results fer CA is damn bad . four subject failed . did i mention it before ? nvm , i kept thinking about my poorly done results but i will do better than this at final year exam . i will & i must .

noooowww , im damn luan & fan & confuse & ...... i dontknow what to do &... i dontknow how to explain.


MIN !

Sunday, May 21, 2006

messages !

dum , i hope you get back home earlier . dont everytyme latelate then reach home k . dont make people worry about you . face the problem earlier and you can be happier faster , alright ?

nie , lovess ! maybe i dont really understand what you want . but anyway , do cheer up & hope you forget him fast . i know the feelings , i know how it feels because im the same like you before . i've been hurt before . faster ferget ohkay ? i want see happy de winnie (: i know you tried your best already . but you know , im always there whenever you need me .

mich , darling ? lols , ohkay lahs. i got nothing to say about you butttt last long with your deardear ohkay ? must share problems with me ah , hello kitty .

jean , i've nothing to say to you because you are muchhh more happier than us , i guess . but u still have your own problems , ya ? hopee you can stay so crazy and happy like you always are .

christine , thanks fer your concern although you are quite late to msg me whether i've recover anot . hahaaa , loveee

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xin li de ying zi hai mei wang diao -


MIN !
JEANIE ! i finally found tha english song which i wanted so much le (: happy sia .


bad day -

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

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LOVES ,
MIN!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

20 Reasons Why I Love You

I love the way you scream at me, every single night
I love the way you wonder if that was our last fight
I love the way you sleep, comfortably upon my arms
I love the way you drift, without and within my charms

I love the way you hug me, with your ear upon my heart
I love the way you kiss me, not even a centimeter apart
I love the way your body swings back and forth in motion
I love the way you say “I love you” with all of your devotion
I love the way your whole body looks, back and to the front
I love the way you care for me when our emotions are too blunt

I love the way you break my heart and repair it once more
I love the way you turn to me and hope I wouldn’t ignore
I love the way you fall within my arms right before you cry
I love the way you look at me and stare at me with those eyes

I love the way you talk to me until you fall asleep
I love the way you listen to those secrets I cannot keep
I love the way you linger on about the simple things
I love the way you give me risks for what your heart might bring

(: nice orhs ?
hehs , im backkkk ! actually back long ago lahs :D hahs . morning wake up early lohs. sians , bout nine plus wake up le . go use comp , then go prepare . went out at eleven , meet them at bus-stop alone . brrr , went to townnnnnnnn lohs . go cineleisure there meet that dum =b he is not that tall as i think nahs . hahaa , then went to watch movie . watch mi 3 with dum , dum's friend i dontknow who -.- , laogong winnie & hellokitty michelle (: heard sad things from him , cheer up k ! u still have your friends around you ders.

sound effect kept scaring me sia . coldddddd inside there nahs , end le . say byebye then faster go take bus chiong back to plaza see yuan qi ! ahhh , my lovvveeeeessss ^^ lols , very cute lahs one of them . nono , all cute . lols , i thought the cutest one is twenty plus years old de -.- but actually only 13 ehs. younger than me ,

lalaaa , im happy today ! i dontknow why also .

i dont know you will get see this anot , i think you wont get to see it. but uh , just like me vent my sadness out.

dont ask me why . no feelings means no feelings ! if you want to see me & him together so much , then im sorry i will surely disappoint you . so dont waste your energy helping him because its no use . he is only my FRIEND . get it ? if i ask u to stead with a girl whom u dun have feeling at all de , u want ?

MIN!