here to post again . hais , i've been thinking alot again . ahhhs , wadever. im just being paranoid . whatever it is , i dont have the mood to study . brr , and im so frustrated at myself . DUH ! i feel so out of tha world , so empty and so .....

tml is geog paper1 and also chemi paper 2 . wish me good luck & tml is michelle , my DARLING's birthday : D . i super love love her (: hahs , but stupid her dont love me , love her AHEMS . lols : x good luck to her & hope that her wish for tml will be granted . remember uhs , this month 11th is our date. let this friendship be everlasting : D happy 15th birthday tml ! stupid stupid stupid MICHELLE MICKEY crazy.

im studying later : D i must study . and i think im going to study till midnight three plus . so feel free to msg me if you are free , and have nth to do . hahs :D

im not missing you .
i bet , im not .


MIN .

for a moment ..

i started to think back . about those memories with him . its all very small things which i did with him . but why did i have a dream about him ? i dontwant to look back again and suffer my ownself again like last time with ***** . i dontwant things to repeat again and again . sometimes , i wonder why i would end up like this ? is it retribution , is it because i rejected guys and made them feel hurt . & this is what i got in tha end ?

i tried not to look back again because i know its bygones which will nvr happen in my life again . its because of you , i fall once again more badly . i thought i get over you already .. but having the dream , i know its what i want in my life. or probably is that i think too much again? or MAYBE , i dont even need you already . hais , you nvr knew how im feeling bout you right now . can i say ..

HELLO , KUKUASS . get yourself out of my mind , can ! ?

MAYBE , I DONT EVEN NEED YOU . its those sensitive thoughts that made me feel this way again . it happens all tha times -.- sooo , i shall not bother bout this stupid dream and let myself be free , which i loveeee alot .

i think i understand guys abit uh . because theres this one time , this guy wanna say sth to me . and i said to him that i know what he wanna say to me . i think he was quite shocked and he didn talk to me since that day . i know what guys will be thinking whenever a girl talks bout him after they broke up . but i just wanna keep my mouth shut ..

unloved , i said.

yesterday was mooncake festival . lols , & its girlfriends' day ! but it ended up without winnie . kind of sianhalfs also . hahs , then we wenta to bp park. its alot of people lahs . saw peipei & huiming there . && i dontknow why i suddenly have gastric pain . damn pain uhs >.< and i left with three papers only . i think i will flunk math this time very badly , hais . its soo painful when knowing that my ownself will flunk it because wo dui that paper no confidence ! chinese okok ouhs , budden i also got no confidence in passing it with flying colours . mmm , geog paper 2 haihao nors . hope can pass : x hais , i dontwant retain & i want to stay in 3B with those funs uh ! pray hard hard !~ pictures !


min & michelle <3 michelle loves me .


MEME . & tha one sleeping on my bed is ....
WINNIE :D


sparks!


me & michelle made ders ,
candle hearts . prettaye ouhs.


our fingers <3

we kept shouting ***** no use , only got use at xxxxx xxxxx , ******* mei you yong , wang ba dan & of course , ****** mei you yong also ! lols ,

but .. today morning , when i woke up . i realised that i dreamt of him ! then i think of it .. i was crying in my dream & i was veryvery upset because of something . then i wenta my mirror and looked at myself . i blinked and then one drop of tear came out from my eyes . my eyes were watery & its red lahs ! .. i swear it was the most upset dream i've before .
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sorry fer not posting tha past few days . i need to mug hard mah ! hope that the results i got , wont disappoint me till i cry -.- im studying chemistry later. loves !

ouhs , jiemei 184

unloved

erms , today is my birthday : D yes , my birthday . i dontknow how to describe my feelings ! its like not really sad and not really happy . am i happy ? am i sad ? no idea ~ this year is like a very very big difference from last year one. so how should i start uhs ? ouh ya , today is guoyan's birthday & xinhua's birthday and shaun's birthday & natassia too . lols , so many huhs ! this year's birthday is kind of ... mmm , i dontknow how to describe. BUT !

im really elated when i saw all tha smses which they send to me or give their greetings to me in school . which all wrote , " happy birthday " in the sms. its like it is a BIG present already because they still remember my birthday . & the " they " im referring to are ; michyeo , winnie , jeanie , cheryl , christine , sulastri <3 , junqian , weiming , kurt , razis , guoyan , jingting , zhenlu , zihui , kunda , ka en , zayar , libing , yanling ,grace , suning , nazura , yuanliang , stephanie , joanna , peipei , natalie , mark , leslie , razak , rebecca , huijuan , kenneth & etc. thanks lot uhs.

thanks jingting , girlfriends , mark , leslie , kunda and natalie fer the presents. girlfriends , natalie , mark & leslie for the playboy stuffs . kunda fer the piglet . jingting fer tha mickey thingy . & big big thanks to my family because they got me my dream phone , nokia 6111 . im feeling so guilty , so sad , so touched cause the whole family spend alot of money to buy that phone fer me . sooo , i cried outside the phone shop because i was so touched . then dad came and hugged me and told me thats its alright. how can i hate my dad , when he dote me so much ? hais , si bai uhs ! i love my family , they are my everything : D loves.

after school , wenta lot 1 with girlfriends . they gave me tha present in kiddy palace -.- diaos huh . lols , stupid ehs . but thanks uh . walkwalk around , went home ! michelle took my chemi notes. duh ! imp notes , somemore.

lastly ,
happy birthday to myself , LIMIN !
one year older lers : D hehs .

ouhs ! ferget bout oct 9 ~~

am i happy ?


unloved.

hahs ! finally done with my coursework . i mean everything ! lols , good good :D lols , ouhs . and im done with winnie's blogskin. wait fer her online now ~ jin tian de xing qing not bad ~ hehs .

today , at night go outside eat to celebrate my early birthday . actually ... i dont feel like going . hais . thanks junqian fer helping me to print my F&N work! studying ss later ? abit bahs . hahaa
stupid jeanie msg me just now said that we are officially together today ! LOLS , she crazy uhs . okok , together uh ! today is oct 1 . happy children day to u : D and nov 1 is our first month . hahs . crazy lahs (:

it's children day -.- lols ,

this love is dying ...


unloved

sometimes .. sometimes .
i feel ..

i dontknow why .
i dontknow wads wrong with me again .
mum said that dad will be bringing me out to eat on sunday
to celebrate my early birthday .
i dontwant , its not what i want . i ...
i told michelle today , i wasnt really expecting my birthday to come.
i dontknow why . i got this very bad feeling ..
its very very different from last year.
when that special day of mine to come
, i guess i will not feel the joy in me like last year anymore .
so let this birthday to be an unhappy birthday (:
i dontknow why i felt so down .
maybe moodswings .
all i want is A1s for my subjects.
MICHELLE SAID THAT MY EXPECTATIONS ARE HIGH -.-

erms, maybe from next week monday till the end of examination , i wont be online. yaaa , & maybe will online and blog only on my birthday :D

today was like so fun in class (: hahaa ,

tml is ENGLISH test . hais , i must pass. no more failings , LIMIN (: buck up ! i need tha motivation , please.

i wish i wish , i can pass all my subjects.

have to rush my F&N work . hais , fucks life. so many things need to do . finish le must go revise . my dearrr pure geog.

ytd i met a despo -.- can u believe it ? within two days , he can ask for it . if im dumb , i will accept. but im not ! he is crazy and im not . hahs : D weird people always do weird things . ouhhh , i fail my english again . duhs , i guess i must study the dictionary fer better vocabulary to use . HAIS .

this friday , will be my first paper which is english . wish me good luck : D i hope i can do it , i hope i can finally pass my english . just like my maths . hais , PLEASE .

thanks christine uh : D
i think this is the first time i got so depress.
i still feel ... super duper upset. hais

unloved lost her confidence again! HOW ?!
she wants to score A1 for all her subjects .

is it because my expectation for myself is too high .
or ,
its normal ?

hais . even a thousand words cant describe how im feeling now .

&&
i received the letter to make IC . wees ! i can work le lahs !

just a short post fer today & off to a nap later. wake up & study ss. duhs , im in a low spirit. ahhs , cause of my physics class test. i think im going to flunk it . but my chemi class test results somehow cheer me up also . A1 for tha first time. so today mood quite weird uhs . half upset , half happy : x hais , i dontknow why i cant score for physics. HAIS

thenthen , chinese lesson . zhang lao shi angry with kelvin & ronnie. so , she scold scold lors. then must do tha yi lun wen paper then can be release. dui bu qi , lao shi ! : D mug hard , people.

please help me with my physics ~ hais . ): i feel so so so soooo sad . i think im going to score the lowest mark in the class. why cant i just simply understand tha topic and do all the questions ?! stupidd. HAIS HAIS HAIS. i dont want to pull down my chemistry marks . HAIS HAIS HAIS .

how ?
baddd mooooooodddddd .


unloved, i said .

went to find jeanie just now . afternoon nahs : D wenta nat house downstair , cause stupid jeanie want take her books so accompanied her ! then after that wenta plaza , buy some stuffs. eat my dinner (: went home .

ouhs , i hate my damn computer. is like so damn slow , i felt like hitting it till it really spoilts. im finding panda icons ^^ who have it ? give meeee. hahaa , doing homework later. kind of lazy lahs , but no choice. i didn bring back my F&N book too. duhs -.- how to do my coursework. ahhh , ferget it .

i think my blog is kind of weird -.- i dontknow ,

unloved

bu zhi dao why suddenly i so emotional. xiang alot alot nahs . im not gonna to direct anyone here :D so rest assured that im not talking bout U ! sometimes i've been thinking what i want & how much do i understand myself. i will go like , hey i dont wish to know myself . i will always look at the negative side because i know i wont have a happy ending like everyone does. can you see how much i hate myself ?
FUCKS LIES.

people , cherish everything you have now uhs :D bbefore it all slips off from you . by that time , u will be crying like shits . & nobody will really cares bout you . even if they do care , they wont know how hurt you are feeling . NO , they cant. sometimes its not really great to rake up tha past anymore , u will look back and laugh at yrself. silly huhs ? let go of everything that does not belong to you .

is this something in this world called everlasting ?

i dontknow why i felt such a way . i will look at myself infront of a mirror and say , ' ugly bitch , you deserve it . ' i think i will always get so suay . hahs ! bytheway , its great to be loved ! really really so xinfu , ohkays . i get over to those things already. hold on with yr relationship if u have one , dont say break up this two words so easily. give in & understanding , is tha only thing you must have to get a stable relationship . i dontwant to see my closest friends ending up in a bad state, you know ^^ nvr give up . its doesnt means that tha person dun cherish u and in the end u do tha same too .

he will always be my pain .

limin , stop tha craps -.- hahaa , michelle kuku miss MEMEME : D imissyoo too . mum still remember that my bday is coming . quite happy lahs . but i wanted to have my nokia6111 as my bday present. budden i know she cant afford it lahs . its alot of money . so ferget it ,dont put too much hope . hahaa :D nvm , after eoy , i will go and work. earn money , buy that phone && no one should snatch with me to buy that prettaye phone . maybe? hais ):

hahaa , adults always lie to children .

today slept alot . hahaa , msged with ian just now. nice guy :D i knew him through friendster ^^ lols , kills my boredom. lalas : x homework later ? STUDY lah , limin . byebye , stupid blog.


unloved , i said.

mmm , morning :D . just now chat with some people in msn . what to do ners ? hais , let it be bahs . mummy sick lers , so i wont be going out today ? i notsure also , im going to starve myself till die uhs . ytd wenta pasar malam with jeanie & her bro. bought my adidas bag (: quite nice lahs . i dontknow why i like it so much when i first saw it. saw my school sec2 de girls. chio : D

i was feeling so vexed today . eoy is approaching already , next week lahs . i must pass all my subjects . pleaseeee (: hais , im having gastric pain again ~ its damn pain . ahhhh .

forgot to bring my F&N book home . i have lotsa of homework . doing it all at night . monday study fer ss . lalas :D

unloved

today was so tiring :D but i've got lots of fun with my guides friends. wenta cycle at east coast park . de-stress , you know : x hahaa ,somehow i love today lahh. school was ohkay , mr singh nvr come again. lalas . quite good lahs , LOLS .

later going to pasar malam with jeanie at bangkit. im slacking (:
today is for me & cheryl <3

i miss my winnie (:

unloved.

im in a bad mood now ): very very bad mood. & i dontknow why . please dun irritate me fer tha time being .. brrr

min :D

SCREAM WITH ME ! ahhh : D hahaa , im so so so happy because i FINALLY pass my maths . like wow , finally can ?! i broke the curse of failing maths forever . lols , although its like just pass by six marks. the feeling is damn shiok lahs : D today is 20th & is the date for me & christine. lala :D today damn high uhs .

im so sleepy now because i only slept for five hours ytd. cause i spent hours studying ss & chemistry . chemistry test , im ohkay with it lahs. ss , teacher nvr come. liddat also good ouhs , i can have much time to study and understand the topic. E.O.Y is coming & im still lacking behind. ahhh , buck up ! buck up on my studies now !

wanted to do a new blogskin. sians ,
BE ORIGINAL .

i want i want playboy stuffs ^^

unloved

whats today's date huhs ?

dedication to my dearrr dearrr christine .
hahaaa , iloveyou lahs . christine : D
happy 15th birthday . may u last long with SHARK orhs.
hehs , just like wad the card said . thanks for every single thing you did for us in this three years. & i really appreciate it alot. i'll definitely cherish this friendship to bits and pieces. hope ya like tha present & be really very happy today. today is yr birthday & how can u cry this morning because u are touched huhs ! cannot lahs . SMILE ehs : D cyas tml !

okays . so morning , we intend to give christine a surprise . && i told winnie to tell christine that im late & ask her to wait for me downstairs. at first we bought her a sunblock lotion cause she sunburn mahs ! hahaa , so when i reached first floor . i asked her to come inside tha lift & said to her , happy birthday , & hugged her (: gave her tha present. hehs ! bytheway * i shall forget tha date 9th october . LOLS

after that wenta eat breakfast at greenridge . then faster go school lorhs. school was ohkay lahs . physics , i think i abit cannot understand . & tml theres a math test. please pray that i will pass uhs . chinese results got back . scored A1 . like finally lahs . but maybe because tha paper is easy .. mmm , but i still felt elated. weees !

F&N , teacher like crazy lahs . suddenly shout at us . ouhs , then after that she calm down then ohkay le. maybe doing my F&N research later , try to complete it by next week. guides is going to cycle at dontknow where lahs. but not confirm yet , is around exam corner. what a date ! >.< hais , i have alot of works need to do .

; chinese ying yong wen.
; english compo
; maths revision
; F&N research
; revise physics , social studies & chemistry.

SEE ! so many ~ hais . hais . hais.... fucks life.
i dont want i dont want & i DONTWANT to retain. please.

ouhs , & im so pissed off today by my history marks. i wrote the wrong answer at the wrong question. if not i can pass ? maybe ? hais , what should i do to improve my studies lahh. stress eh .

mmm , after school . they wenta my house & study & played games . like stupid lahs . hahaaa , tml study at home ! i promise ^^


unloved.

AHHHH , i didn mean anything bout what i said lahs . really , alright . hais ...

so i was chatting with mark on msn . then he kept asking me to relax . thanks uh (: hais , i dontknow lahs . felt quite down lahs . i mean , im not in a high spirits also . hais

didn went out out today . maybe tml ? yups , jeanie want go bugis buy her shoe. yupps , hais . whole day stayed at home study chemistry abit. acids , bases and salts . know a little bit more lers. actually , quite easy lahs . hahaa : x i dontknow why i cant get it last time. suppose got go out today de . cause winnie wanna go out to eat lunch , she msged me but i was sleeping . so i didn reply . when i woke up , i called her , but end up she was sleeping. damn stupid . hahaa , ohkay lahs . i go revise or maybe do my F&N lers.


ouhs , i miss kuku michelle & my lovely winnie : D
where is jeanie zibi ?

loves ,

MIN !

fucks f&n . stress lahs , i going to cry soon : x . hais , hais , hais ... sickening coursework . driving me crazy soon . theres still alot of them i need to do . HAIS , how lahs. ahhhhhh , by next week must hand in leh.

school was ohkay.

kuku michelle love me : D
wahhaaa .
paiseh lahs today : x
next time pei u k.

min.

BUSY :D
but mmm , spend some time blogging uhs.
doing my F&N coursework nors.
alot of things must type out.
hais , fan uhs !!
no choice lors. skipped guide today .
went back home & did my things.

im so tired lahhh .
exams are coming & im so afraid that i'll retain.
because my english are atrocious.
ahhh , FAN lahhh.
i'll be studying from this week onwards.

congrats to christine & her shark.
one month ouhs (: LASTTTT ah !


MIN

mum said that i should be mentally prepared.
because grandpa was admitted to the hospital yesterday.
it was tha second time already
& no one dare to ask him go for operation.
hais , grandma was like normal bahs.
budden mum said that she cant sleep after hearing tha news.
& she even asked me whether i have white tshirt anot.
hais... i was like stunned .
but theres nothing i can do other than praying for grandpa.
外公, 你要坚强 !
im worried and.... hais.

; _______

school reopens (: happy to see all my friends. love love ! morning wenta eat breakfast . after that , reached school . wenta locker & i cant recognize sulastri . hahs , im sorry ! today was quite boring lahs , but maths lesson kept me awake . & it rains . so i kept writing on my paper . 外公, 你要坚强 ! 外公, 你要坚强 ! ~

hais , lessons ended . didn go for maths nahs . wenta plaza with girlfriends , mark & leslie. fucks dulan with leslie lahs ! nvm , ferget it .

the date , 11th is taken !
ME & JOANNE [ my da er duo ] :D
ME & MICH YEO [ loveeeee ! ] (:

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ouhs , im attached ! really :D
i superrr loveeeeeeee ~ ^^

min .

for a moment uhs , i felt that tha friends around me are like so great lahs . make me happy & etc. really do cheer me up alot today (:

i was chatting with andrew : D && he asked me to send regards to winnie & jeanie for him . lols ,


MIN !

ru guo ...


unloved.

uhhhs ! im back from bugis. ouhhs , & i bought same shoe with my laogong , winnie : D went out alone with her today . then then , suppose want go watch movie de . but end up , dont have lorhs. bought our shoes ler , wenta take neoprints (: hehs. & i now declare that im totally broke. -.- ke lian de wo.

think tml will be studying bahs .
HAIS.

in the mrt , its all those things .


unloved.

didn hang out with them today . so out of boredom , i wenta watch wei xiao pasta in youtube . not bad uhs (: thenthen liddat lorhs . i suddenly miss my mum ^^ lols .

say bye to limin : x
ferever `

min

try this :D

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my results ;
在你心中 XX 占据着最重要的位置，你对 XX 的感觉用 salahio 这首歌来形容再好不过了。你相信这是上天安排的缘分，因为你深深的爱着 XX 。 对于 ZZ ，也许是宿命吧，虽然你也喜欢 ZZ，但是你们注定不可能在一起，就象 mei tian mei tian 中唱的一样。

jeanie 是最关心你的人，而 michelle 是最了解你的人，你们两个在一起会彼此有知己的感觉。 winnie 是你的幸运星，也许会给你带来好运气的哦~!~!~!

* this is what i tried after reading rebecca blog. of course tha XX & ZZ is someone's name lahs . but stupid people also wont write tha name out . ouhs , try it . it can be quite real . however , some of the words are same butt quite meaningful lorhs. er xin de michelle ! !

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i've so many pictures for today . wenta starbucks & study . didn study much nahs . they were helping with my handphone & then we did some questions of maths . ouhh , i teached them ! LOLS , i think i'll be studying again tml . winnie go find mark . kuku , nvr come & find me . misses * so left tha three of us . we were like so crazy . && i talk to myself looking at the mirror. asking myself alot of whys . AHH

a happy day !

CRAZY .
say hellos to tha photos for today! hees XD


oreo cheescake : D BEFORE


i sit , i stand , i FALL ~ (:
stupid twists ^^ AFTER !


that UGLY currypuff =x


my prettaye phone (:


UGLY MEE & jeanie


MEE (: starbucks <3s


my MICHELLE yeo :D lols , dont kill me ahs.


MEMEME again (:
they took it quite long ago..


jeanie , ME , michelle.
where is my dear WINNIE ?


its quite blur .. BUT
you can see a crazy girl twisting uhs .
that girl is JEANIE CHONG :D



unloved.

going to plaza to study later , i guess (: i wanna study study study ! i wish i really could .. spend hours studying there . hahaa , im bored .

its been like very long i didn go out & shop lers . hais , ke lian de wo .

ouhs , you = him ! ni hen fan ! hen fan ! hen fan lahs ! everyday call call if not msg me . AHHHHH ! fan si wo lers . can i kill you ? sometimes u make to be my bestest friend , sometimes u just drive me to nuts. FAN SI WO ~ just treat it that i dont know how to appreciate you , DUHS !


unloved loves MIN !

loves ! i think today will be bored. hais , nvm . read michelle's blog just now . then suddenly , i think of my dream ytd ytd night . hahs ,damn stupid lah... sometimes what i dream will happen in real life. tha dream was like ... i cut my veins & then blood flows out . lols :D that morning , i woke up & the first thing i did was look at my left hand . & phew .... hahas , stupid sia.

hao xiang si ouhs ! >.<


爱不到你 , 所以祝福你. 心里总是感到空虚, 好像有一个很大很大的洞. 一个不能用友谊疗那些受过伤的心.爱过了, 眼泪也该停了..

salahio 爱的理由 , 不会有错 .
我的爱走了..

unloved !

msn nick , hao duo ren fang wu gui ... & i know why nahs . sadded ):

im watching , wo men jie hun ba ! , later. ouhs , & i love today because i wasnt bored . hahaa , pon maths =x so wenta plaza with girlfriends , mark & leslie to eat in mac . then then , it rains ! i was feeling so .. vexed . hais , nvm :D

while waiting for the rain to stop , we settled down at starbucks drinking coffee . nicenice. awhile later , the rain stopped & they all went to my house . we had some sort of " pillow " fight . lame sia . hahaa , & i kept hitting mark . i feel so :D . thanks , mark ! lols , watch tv . chitchat . stupid leslie wanted to open my room's door. of course , i wont allow him ! hehs ^^

around four plus , took lrt to fajar with mich & jeanie . mark & winnie walked there but end up met at jelapang lrt . ouhs , i saw jennis (: she is still so sweet like that time at esplanade. smile smile with me :D she is with her bf & friend bahs . we wenta rent vcds & i went home .

ZINC ; ps : michelle ! you know what it mean huhs ? hehs :D

101112
unloved loves unloved !

dead ! just now rainfall >.< cause i wrote something .. hais , i feel so down right now . nvm , at least there is people chatting with me on msn . thanks thanks :D ahhh ! scream with me ; im all alone at home now . i feel so ... hais . hais , girlfriends all dontknow fly where le. sian si wo lers . hais hais hais ... ):

its raining soon . where are they ? work work work lorhs ! now kor came back le . hais , but i just felt the same . so bored lahs . tml going to school again . i think i alone bahs . yups , independent ! tml sure sians de. from 10-12 english , 1-3 maths . dying , dying ... today maths also sian halfs le .. but at least some can do nahs. quite happy nors :D but i hate trigo . maths can kill me .

& i was told bout how much i got for oral . i aim to get higher marks cause it can help to pull up my written work marks . mmm , nvm nahs. i did my best (: yups .

before i forget ;
happy 15th birthday to kunda :D


im dying , bored to death .
this world is so cold ...


unloved.

off to school :D
miss me ! hahs

unloved.

re-update
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back again !
because of razis , im like damn stupid & crazy
laughing at my computer alone .
& got scolded by my mum . lols
no steamboat tml !
lalalaaa xD

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hellos :D

有时侯觉得这个世界好现实 !
从来也不回头 >.<
死吧 ! ~
好傻 , 好傻 , 好傻 ..

ahhhs ! im going back to school alone tml . ohkay , must be independent . damn winnie keep force me go eat her steamboat tml after remedial . awww :D ke lian wo uhs. your monthsary must spend only with your love !

im paranoid . hais , whatever ):

wo xiang tong lers .


unloved.

song title :
i think i - ; [ i love the lyrics :D ]

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other,
and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn't a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

why didn't I know that it was you,
why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

_____

im happy happy to say that my comp is fixed. i doubt so -.- ohkays , i just hope that it wont spoil again . hahaa :D so im back to post again . holidays are boring .. but i love holidays because i can sleep late and i did . xD good uhs .

wed ... saw karen ! chit-chat with her nors at senja grand :D friday - hugged my baobei gan-mei :D renytta ! i miss her lots . mmm , didn go back to westview . plain lazy . i went home straight (:

&& something that i just dont get it why is that when im sleeping , alot of people loves to call my handphone . for example ; leslie pek ! kurt kor ! & even mum & er kor. lalaaa (: nvm , at least i still get enough sleep . lols ! i think im having fever soon (: because i felt so warm & unwell . duhh , not the first time . but no to medicines . today , im having steamboat with my family :D heee .

i think i will be revising my work later . bored bored bored :D ouhhh , i chatted with jeanie today in msn (: lovees lahs . hahaa , dont worry ohkay . we will still be close as ever. && jiayou hors .


unloved.

hahs ! back (: holidays are coming & i love love lovee them ! cause i can sleep till very late nahs . school was pretty good & fun . i love 3B :D hees ! without them , i just feel so hais ... without them , i cant even laugh in class now . yeas , they are so damn important to me now . ouhh , i wont forget my girlfriends too . hehs , this friday think going out uhs . or maybe saturday . not sure yet , steamboat :D stupid winnie want to eat & celebrate her monthsary with her ahems lorhs .

christine & her shark is so damn sweet lahs . made me so sad & depress . duhhh , nvm . our promise really became real. except winnie . i didn want it to happen but it still happens ! three of us in this month . fucks august . winnie , jia you ! yesterday had my english oral , im nervous but the teacher commented that i was quite well . so i hope i can pass lahs , my english like so damn horrible. hahaa :D

i want to ferget those pain . those pains ..

kurt kor msged me today said that he will come find us . end up , never . knew it from michelle cause i went home . didn have the mood to go crazy with them . lols , so i walked with cheryl . wenta ntuc , bought ingredients for my guides thingy . guides tshirt , nicenice :D this one week of holiday , i will just go & enjoy myself alotalot . i promise myself that (:

its not the responsibility , its not the everything .

tml will be the last day of studying in school & then thurs - teachers day , ahhh . im not sure if im going back . mmm , friday onwards holiday . next monday & tues need to go back school for maths . ass =x && im going back alone ): sadded . cheryl go for her damnnnnn relax vacation. envious envious ~

you cant see how deep the cut is , you cant see how hurt i feel , you cant see whether im really happy or not . you cant see those confidence that i have before in me is decreasing ..because you dontknow about me . you dontknow about me , nothing ...

min ! unloved :D

hais .. sometimes i really cant face it . cant lahs , its reality . nvm lahs , just like mum said before to me . its gonna be alright (: jeanie , face it ohkays . this month is really unlucky . faster get over it . love aint that great , let it all go kays . we love you , its enough already . takecares , dont pretend happy infront of me . it wont helps making you better . lets be strong together alright ? lets face it (: dont cry at night orhs . i think you will because i was liddat also . hahaa , tml go high ohkays ? loves !

ta mei you wo hai shi hen kuai le , dui bu dui ?
520 strawsheart , wasted ! this is what i got in the end ? spending my time after ndp trainings
tiring , u know !
stupid sia . im going to give my * ? haaa

sometimes , i really feel the pain and the numbness in my heart . its gonna be alright , limin ! today wenta hospital with mum & aunt . go see grandpa lorhs . felt like crying uhs . hope he is ohkay and not that xinku .


min .

backkkkkk . =b sorry people , i lost all my links code . so tag my blog for relinks . hehee , paiseh orhs . well , it all ended. didn expected it all to happen but yeas , i guess i have to face it . who ask me so stupid de. hahs , love's gone & he even said thanks to me . like wow , i gave him back his freedom & not making him xinku anymore . i felt more... relieved ? i dontknow .. but somehow it really hurts lahs . that night , many of them came to concern bout me . heyyy , i love you guys alot (: christine ! jeanie ! winnie ! stupid michelle ! veron ! sulastri ! ronnie ; bastard ! leslie ! mark ! victor ! yuanliang ! & alot alot more . thanks for being there .

so tha next day , i wenta school & sulastri asked me to cry . but i've no idea why i cant cry out . so i was like studying the whole damn day . talked to ronnie too . & during english , it all came out when ronnie said the sentence asking me to cry it all out. so i did ! ohkays , stupid -.- i wenta the toilet & i cant stop myself & then i kept scolding myself & vulgarities. sounds silly . cheryl & charmaine is with me . hahs , then this malay female teacher came in & asked me . so she talked alot lahs , but i didn really listen . hahaa , love aint that great .

ferget it , im starting all afresh . it doesnt mean that without czl , i cant live (: i will live happily ,very very happy bahs . you dont have to cut yourself to remember that you hurt me before because you are the one suffers and it couldnt do anything make me feel better inside too . yao kuai le ouhs (: zhen de yao kuai le . go find a girl who will not make you xinku & can last very very long with you . alright ? wo men hui shi peng you (:

ouhh , stop bout those irritating & sad things . school today was short lahs but i like ! xD wenta lot 1 after school with jeanie only . & we decided to make chocs . she came to my house & spend like hours did it . hehs , quite nice lahs . she make for timothy lorhs . ya , before that i saw kurt lahs . assholes , my tears are going to drop because ... uhhh . hais , lalala (x he talked to me & jeanie , but i gave him attitude . i guess . but we will still meet up & go out one day . cause im still her gan mei nahs . yups , probably -.-

i wannnt to go out this week . gonna save up & get my da kor's present . daddy one , erms.. no idea. LOL

blog soon .!

&& i love this blogskin . lols

unloved -

hehs , im now at winnie house (: heeee ! using her comp . finally done with my F&N coursework . this few days wasnt my good day , didn wanna mention bout it anymore . ouhh , & ytd i forgot to mention that i saw my ex-lovee. i admire him alot during primary school time . LOL xD , stupid sia . saw him lahs ,clifton (: hehs , & i saw him with his gf . not bad uhs , hahaa . & he became really handsome now . waved to him & then went inside tha lrt ler .

im in a very bad state now . dont provoke me , alright (:

sometimes , things just dont go my way . i felt like giving it all up .
but i'll keep on trying till the day i cant ): thanks christine fer being there . mwarks !
i may look happy , but im not . not at all ..

MIN .

i wasnt happy today . wenta watch movie with my girlfriends today . except jeanie lorhs . that kuku , cannot come out . lols , kays lah . movie , ohkay bahs . after that , wenta westmall lorhs . mark came along -.- then winnie go change her handphone . duhh ! i want my phone lahs. hais , suan le .

slack outside tha singtel shop lohs. michelle keep beat my head . hahaa , who ask me being so crazy down there .. until mark say he want to send me to mental hospital for treatment ! xD lols , i dontknow why im so crazy at that point of time .

selfish bitch . hais , such an bad person . im going crazy soon . im fucking down lahs .
leslie ! help me , where are u . call me , i wanna talk to u .

CRAZY girl , i am one .
sulastri , where are u too ? tell me what to do .
jeanie ! i miss you alot . hais ...
* you dontknow how i feel . i'll get tired too . really tired . i end school very late . maybe its an excuse to you . but it wasnt , im really tired . really really tired. u know those envious feelings i felt ? it wasnt that we stay so near. & that we can meet almost everyday. please , think for me . i'll think for you too . i cant feel your love , i cant .
not coming back .

ahh , im crying soon . hey , dont make me feel this way . hais
MIN !

i know , i know ...
but sometimes , i really wanna be alone
& i dontknow why ...

forgive me for being like this .
hais..

yea ,imu .but i wanna be alone just for today .

min , tha unloved.

envious envious envious lah ! hahaa , alot of things happen . christine , happy for u orhs . hehs & u two really very sweet lahs . hahaa , dear seh . winnie also , everyday meet him . lalala (: all this days simply study in school lorhs , i will study hard de. then after school , hang out with mark ( kb ders ) , leslie ( lame ders =x ) & all my girlfriends . without christine really very weird lahs . girl , i miss u lots . i wanna see u lahs (:

now in school using comp lohs . slack abit . need to do f&n coursework . kelian uhs ! ytd guides , was the first time release so early. happy lahs , so wenta find them lohs . ahhhh ! leslie very baichi & funny . good lahs , make me happy . LOL , stupid sia . moodswings - on the way back home .

i chose to believe you . not to betray me .

today morning , gave 45 cents to leslie cause ytd he show us his damn " sexy " show -.- hahaaa . i love all my friends . rocks lahh ! xD . maybe today after school go do history project bah . hehs

michelle is sitting infront of me . that stupid kuku idiot . LOLS

im happy with them around lahs..
this group of friends ~!

love , takecare of urself . dont sick le kays . dont be hua xin lahs . && stop smoking so much . see lohs , now sick . u suffer ehs not me . meet up soon (:

hahaa , im going to do my work now . byebye , try to update soon xD

min (:

came to blog. pretty sad ? or maybe im alright . no idea .
ima crazy girl .
tml auntie they all coming to my house . hais
sure damn luan de.

mummy's friend came to play mahjong xD
the little girl sitting beside me very ke ai ehs
hahs , (: sho pretty
like princess ehs . i hope i hope ..
i got such meimei lahs ..
like i will have -.-
maybe miracle , hahaa !

i wanna jump down tha building right now !
byebye .

u u u ! dont smoke so much kays . loveee (:


is it all my fault ?
maybe bahs , cause i started all this

ending ; *
min .

HEHS , sulastri said that she miss me yesterday . xD hee

my computer hao lers (: finally lah , today & tml not going out . sorry , zl . i know you think alot about it . but i hope u understand . yea , chat with karen yesterday bout guides thingy . theres nothing to do with it . yesterday , after school . went to plaza with jeanie & cheryl ! then cabbed back to school cause we thought we are going to be late for ndp rehersal . but in fact , no lahs . waste money . BOO !

got back to winnie's class . saw tha not romantic de & leslie at there waiting lorhs . changed to full u in toilet . damn leslie , keep cursing me to fall . i wont , thanks fer yr " concern " . xD

jeanie ah ma , u super funny lahs . climb up the stairs must slowly alright ? later u fall down , how ? hehs , then see they command lorhs . giddy lahs , under tha hot sun . end lers , went back & changed back to sch u in class . no guys lahs , so nvm lorhs .

jeanie , winnie & michelle went to plaza. left adeline , me , cheryl walked home . duhh -.- monday gt rehersal again , last one . so nvm lahs ! sians , sians , sians . doing blogskins ? not sure . plain lazy .

我不想太依靠你

MIN.

you see ... im back ! hahaa , but still using my kor's laptop nahs . at least can use quite long nor . so its 7 days i never blog le lahh . mmm , happy & sad things also have nahs . but cant rem that much..

went out ytd with mich & winnie . went to bugis & walkwalk lorhs . he went to kurt's house ahs . so met him at night at plaza nors . saw him , happy bahs . but just came out of tha toilet . saw kelvin kor & kurt like going to fight le .. then after that i go ask kor what happen , then he say nothing . dontknow they all nahs . stupid de . then , damn brendon kept diao me . got stead le never tell me . kuku =x hahs ..

mich's parents at plaza mahs , then she donwan go find her parents . so went to longjohn lorhs. they eat , i didn . donthave tha appetite to eat . dontknow why also . mich went off first . pei winnie wait fer M . he send her home & my stupid love send me home (: prettaye sad when i reached home . cause maybe i still have to wait for one week ? or maybe even two weeks to meet him .

czl , wo hao gao xing .
ying wei you ni zai wo shen bian pei wo ! ^^


MIN !

i want to change layout lers ! but no time ): sian halfs . nvm , next time bahs . hehs , yesterday went out with my love ( very long since i saw u xD ) , my darling , kurt & another guy . yups , me & mich went to lot 1 first nor . walk around & she pierce her ears . i want lahs , but i dunwan hai my mum . so ferget it . wait , waiting , waited fer kurt to come & meet us . half an hour later bahs ? cant rem that much

met him , took bus to cine lorhs . saw kunda & ronnie there . surprised lahs ! hehs , then met him at kfc lorhs . i also ferget i go where ler . went to see them play pool lorhs . uhs , chat with kurt & mich lorhs .. quite late then go home lors . took bus to cck , pei mich go find her parents first .. then took lrt back with them nors . two girls kept diao me , sua lors . i dunwan tio such things again so i kept quiet . kurt also like abit dulan bahs , dontknow . if jeanie & mich there , sure at there scold them de. hahaa , ah lians ! xD

happy happy happy (:
we'll be meeting soon lahs .

MIN

im so proud of myself (: cause f&n lesson , pratical . i did my favourite PLAYBOY biscuit . wahahaa ! love it , hehs . but i ate it all ler =x

tml end school early . i felt like slping cause today got ndp rehersal. damn tired ! under tha hot sun fer hours bah . hais , WO HEN LEI !

min <3s

people , i wont be blogging so regular this period of time. cause my house comp spoil le. dumb sia ! ): so , im using my bro's laptop now ... hais , must see if daddy is going to spend money & repair it lorhs . duhhh. my bro also wont let me use so often de..

school ohkay lahs . my chemistry test pass. lols xD if not because of careless mistake , i can get 8 more marks . 8 more marks leh ! hais , suan le . then today pure geog test lorhs , okok bah . hope can pass. tml social studies test . everyday also test , dying soon . #!^$@! hahaa , after school . went to plaza with jeanie only. cheryl went home , mich & winnie got npcc. so left tha two of us lorhs . ate in kfc , then go my house downstair lers . talk alot lahs .. talk till timothy come and meet her .

i really enjoy the times with jeanie today lahh . cause we talk about alot of things . family , past relationship , how we feel bout people & etc . sisters 184 (: loveee !

busy this week ): duhh . remedial , remedial , remedial after school ! guides tml , going back home late again . hais ): not enough sleep lahhh ..

doing hw later.

MIN

wo hao stress .. hais ): but at least me & zl ohkay ler. if not i'll go crazy lahs . sorry love , sorry cant meet u this week. & i dontknow why ppl in school know about me & him together . hahaa , ferget it . nvm (:

new song ! wo bu xiang wang ji ni . hahs , i listen to my blog song , i'll cry . i dontknow why . emotional bahh . nicee (: must listen.

hais , i've got 8 history essay question to do finish today. how lahh , im going to sleep late today again . who ask me last week dun do. then end up this week alot of homework. brrr ! bytheway , ytd went out with mum , da yi & my cousin . went to walkwalk . who knows walk till night. reached home chiong f & n lorhs . but still got damn lots of hw lah . then then still got social studies & pure geog test leh. fucks , why so many thing de. if i cant finish my hist essay , need to stay back lah. 6pm to 9pm . i dontwant seh !

today stay at home lors. mich jio me out to lot 1 but got all this stupid and idiotic homework . how to go out lahh. sian si wo lers =x hais hais hais .

this week really sucks & unlucky lah . bad things happen to me . dontknow how many times i cry , how many times im in a fucks mood . dontknow how many times i moodswing le. $#!%@ stupid school .

stupid mushroom =x

MIN

im not those kind of girl who will always say i love you. im not.. sorry ,

thanks leslie (: fer being there ytd night hearing all my stupid things - bestest friend , thanks those who concerns.

im ohkay , i guess.

im tired

stress , really stress.
i cant handle everything lahs .

i need to rest ...

im really tired & exhausted . school was ohkay for me . time seems to go so fast . cd period , ms chew came in & talk bout sexuality education . single dating vs group dating ? tha class was noisy nahs , & ms chew knew bout those stupid rumours lah . me & him friend lah . brr , i feel so uneasy .

skipped math remedial after school . went to lot 1 with them . jeanie went to pierce her ear nors. yupp , later doing my chinese essay . must write damn long de. ahhh ! im stress .

bytheway , i realise that there is this cute guy in my class (: lols , norizamn ! his eyes big lahhh , stupid . make me jealous . ndp parade rehersal coming ? hais ... girl guides ): ncc & npcc command ? not sure . but i know ncc commander is norizamn . hahaa , npcc maybe xuejing or razak .

weekends not going out ? not sure ehh.. hais , must save money .see how bah.

i think i miss him....

people , dont be so hardworking . dont be so clever. see cheryl everyday like got study study study , i feel so upset lahs. upset for myself . im lazy , i know . super duper lazy , but i've got nothing to do about it also .

i scare i too stress up & .... hais .

winnie ! cheer up , i wanna see your smile . i love you lahhhh !

MIN

who am i to say, lyrics
___

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

I don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come & gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me

Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought ------ so free
Now I know what's meant to be
& that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me
& who am I to say you need me
& who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all

__

guides very tired. hurt my leg & hands. treasure hunt crazy like siao nors , hahaa . lend things from yuanliang & others unknown -.- hais , homework tml then do bahs . today de chem test sure fail for sure. hais... wads wrong with me nah . i thought i say i want to study ? excuses lah , limin. its enough !

i cant concentrate ...

today is 12th . so ? it doesnt bothers me anymore. im happy with my life already except my studies.

i love my gurlfriends & him .


MIN

sleepy in class . three words can explain how boring & tired today i am in school ): after school , go high lorhs in plaza.

my studies sucks.

MIN

today damn high xD i dontknow why . hehs , morning seven plus meet them ( winnie , jeanie , michelle , christine & cheryl ) at senja lrt. as usual , many of them are late -.- suppose got go plaza eat macs de but scare no time , so went to senja grand & eat. chenswee came later . stupid de, always ask me treat him . nowsaday pok , sorry yea . next time bahs (:

reached school , went to class straight away . first half hour damn relax lahs , ms chew went back home cause she sick . in fact , tha whole damn class is so noisy . cant take it , but i get used to it ler. hahaa , i love my class . lend maths ws from amanina & copied some . arghh , heard from kunda that there will math test this week . deadmeat - tml ss test . ahhhh ! but 3c never take ehs , postpone to next week again . i hope we will be tha same. wed - english & chemi test. ohkay , this time must really study lahh. i want to score well . i need to ...

lessons were boring . except physics . & so mr prakash asked me questions again . rebecca sabo me .. hahaa , so luckily i know tha answer lahs. then after that got one question have tha unit 525 cm . i think so , if not wrong nahs . its obviously that i'll sure been suan by idiotic ronnie . he said so loudly , ' 152 ' . ohkay , i think hes being nice to tell everyone my height. must i say thankyou ? lols . ronnie ,if u get to see my blog . please shut up & stop suaning me . wahaaa . u bastard =x

chinese lesson , went to comp lab . good uhs ? hehs (: after school , stay back for maths . runaway halfway . didn want to do tha math ws corrections lah . alot ehs , so went to find winnie they all at canteen nor . went off to plaza . saw kurt outside school & then he walked with us to senja lrt there then went to find his friend ler. ate in kfc lors , at there siao again .

six plus went back home .
lastly , not forgetting that ;
today is our first month (: dont think so much , alright .

MIN

went out today (: only with michelle tingting ! went to bugis street & go walkwalk. took neos (: darn funny lahh , at there laugh like siao der . after that four plus went to meet him & his friends somewhere near plaza sing . then walked to play pool tha place. see they all play pool nor. after that , they go mac eat . wait lorhs , after that six plus went back home nors .

stupid dum , thankyou fer tha present . lovees (: sorry uh , one week can meet u one time only . hais , hope u dont mind yea . get to see u today really makes me happy & sorry that at first give u attitude . i wanna last long with u (:

on the way back home , went to find winnie also , i miss her alot. mwarks ;
today abit crazy ! =x hahaa


MIN

I HATE YOU

dont be biase .
LOVE , ME .

fucks family .

leave me alone , alone ...

just like what i told cheryl , everything is true .
very true ....

actually , i dontknow what to write lahs . just feel abit down . maybe because of guides , maybe because of other things that keeps bothering me. for e.g ; coping with schoolworks . it is a torture to me already . hais , end of year exam is coming few months later . but im still lacking behind , trying to catch up . fuck it ,

im prettaye lazy to update bout ytd so im blogging bout today ! one word , sleepy lahh. but today 12.30 end lers , happy nahs (: after school , decide not to go out de but cheryl asked if wanna go plaza & walkwalk . so i pei her nors . she bought a hello kitty necklace . nice lahs , stupid de. make me jealous , hahaa .

nvm , im now in a very bad & poor state lahs . no money & i hate going out without money . sheesh , no more movies , no more buyings . only window shopping , i guess . sadded . my stomach hurts all tha time . brrr @!$%&

ouhh , i forgot to mention that my chinese teacher change lers . change to last time i sec 2 de teacher. goodgood , i like =x hahaa . back to tha topic , so mmm i brought along kelvin kor's present & met him there . sorry for this very late present . i hope you dont mind . makan in apple tree . then bought clips .

im getting so moodless after each and everyday & i dontknow why . so dont ask me -.-


MIN

school ohkay fer me today bahs . just feel abit moody . bobian , pms . lols -.- joking nahs . chinese lesson , vp come our class . then at there discuss lors . first time the chinese lesson so much quiet than before . just an act lahs . history lesson , didn listen lahs . was at tha back chatting with jeanie bout something . &&& people , i never dye my hair ohkay ! i dontknow say how many times to how many people lers .

pure geog lesson halfway , c class de went off . cause they need to go singapore poly . so slack around lors . felt like sleeping . after school , went to guides . heard alot of things lahs . & i was prettaye sad that maybe next year there wont be girl guides anymore . two years plus le lehs . we need more people nahs . i think i will just follow instructions during guides from now on nahs. cause left few months then step down lers .

tml social studies test. need to study , stress lahs . need to do homework also . hais ,

* never respect you ? uhhs , you scold people just like this . how u want people to respect you . this is one of the reason i hate going to guides .

today de guides hao tired . six plus then end . but quite fun also lah.


MIN

i really really dont mind if you smoke . i dont mind , you get it ?

thanks kunda , thanks mich , thanks christine .
thanks fer being there.

dulan lahs . just now write one post ler then disappear ehs . dontknow go where !! brr . nvm ferget it .

yeterday went to bugis walkwalk with mich & winnie nors . shop around , took neos (: hehs . then quite early jiu go ler . took bus back to plaza & sat down in apple tree . heng , nv meet dao kelvin kor . cause i forgot to bring his present =x

today , school lors . super duper sian lahs . only that pe damn high nors , everyone at there shout timing . like crazy people (: mr soh got course , so another teacher took over . played with sulastri . yups , almost fall asleep in pure geog lesson . sians & tired nahs . tml got his lesson again . after school , they went to lot 1 but i dontwant . so went home nors . sleeping later . ima pig , i know -.- going to finish my homework when i wake up later . i need to study nahs . && i hate teachers who kept saying that our class is the second best class & if we did not do well . its a shame . hate it lahs ,

tml got guides . must wear full-u lehs . just for ndp training . crazy nahs , i lazy to bring . so maybe tml act dontknow nors . drilling (:

ouhh , & happy 4th monthsary to jeanie & timo tml . hehs
yao last ohkay !

MIN

two days never post ler . sorry uhs , quite busy .

friday
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after school go singapore poly nors . last day at there ler . prettaye sad lahs cause tha trainer very good (: yups & our course damn relax ders . had fun lorhs . go search fer people de blogs . lols , damn funny . end lers , walked with kunda & tha rest to lot 1 . all of tha guys like charbor sia . all very slow ders -.- or maybe worst than girls lahs . =x went home quite late ! phew , didn get scolded

yesterday
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ahhh , went out with my loveee (: sorry ~ i was late . on tha way there , winnie called me . hehs , miss her lots lahh . she was talking to me bout something really bad . hais , but i hope everything will be ohkay for her . took mrt to orchard nors . then walk around . five plus go watch movie . after that , met up with michelle , winnie , jeanie & timothy . from far east walk to cine nors . they went to eat . me & him drink only . wait for them lorhs , cant rem what time went back lers. mum called me two times lah , she sound damn angry . nvm , i get used to it lers .

then , he sent me home (: & i reached home . my mum started those scoldings . didn say back anything lahs , tired . msged with him awhile & off to sleep .

its only you that i will love .


MIN

today hao moody . dontknow why , maybe worry bout cs bahs . hais , then very quiet . didn talk much lors . yups . school damn sian lahs . except that today recess fun nia . at there laugh like siao lorhs. had assembly & then went off lers .

slack at plaza nors . really nothing to do lehs =/ tml need go sp again . sian si lahs ! doing my hw later .

jin tian xin qing hao cha ,
hais

MIN

yesterday was really happy lahs . talked to r bout many things & say thankyou to him . because i think without him , without tha one month with him . i think i wont get to know so much things . good or bad ones. it doesnt matters , because its just plainly memories to me now . i wont forget those times with you (:

& of course , you - L ! maybe you will get to see my blog . i dontknow. but maybe its just that you really understand me alot , so we can really be the bestest friends ever (: i hope we stay this forever & thanks for yr concern && i really appreciate those times when im sad and then you called me . i told you everything and cry all sadness out . yeas , big THANKS to you . & i know you will always be there for me. & i think you will always be tha one i share my secrets with . yea , bestest friends ever.

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so i went back to school today . i dontknow how should i say . suay ? because i forgot to bring my math file to school . but heng lahs , today mr chong never use tha math file . phew ~ tml have ss test . i'll be studying later. hehs , told ya . i will study !! I WILL . &&& tml im not going to guides lah. cause im going to singapore poly for a visit . 3a & 3b together nors . yups , think will be quite sian bah .

maybe tml after school , meet cheryl then take mrt to dover lorhs . end at 6 lehs !! tiring nahs ): hais ,

im super happy today because i sawwww my dear SULASTRI ! hahs . chat with her in english class today .

MIN

#@! you kuku ! fan si wo le lahs . is this tha way u treat all yr gan mei . brrr , irritating sia . i nv reply jiu msg me two times . ahhhh

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didn go to school todays . its abit weird lahs , cause first day mah . & i miss my classmates alot . brrr , went to see doctor just now & have my medicines . i hate to eat them , you know . hais , then the doctor damn gay lahs . tha way he talks like girl ehs . so soft & gentle ?

great . i miss zl , i miss winnie , i miss jeanie , i miss michelle , i miss cheryl & i miss 3b . AHHHH !

just now mummy asked me if i got bf anot . scary lahs , wanted to tell her . but , i scare she tell dad so i didn tell her tha truth . sure is korkor tell her de ! stupidd , then she asked me bout that time with r . i love mum (:

i'll be getting my new phone next month . i hope mum wont lie to me !

MIN

AHHH ! scream with me lahh , tml school reopens. no no no , i dontwant ! & im sick , you know. flu + fever + sore throat . some of the hws still undone but i think im not doing it already . ate medicine , but i still feel not so good.

suppose got go out during evening time . but my ez-link card lost lahs . after that , when i change back to home clothes . i push tha chairs in & tadah ! the ezlink card drop from dontknow where . i have no idea . idiot , ryte ? @#!$% & if i did go to mac & study , maybe he can meet me . duhs ! bad day lahs .

say hellos to stress ! -.-

min

yawns * sick le lahs , fucks xinku . & i think i still need to do tha undone homeworks . ahhhh , stupid school , stupid homework.

MIN .
loveeee

因为知道自己喜欢你 ,
所以不希望看到你难过 ,
也不想听到分手这两个字

ahhhhhh ! going out later to winnie house there de macs chiong hw . that pig still haven wake up bahs . nvm (: hais , school reopening soon lahs . thats means , say hellos to stress & byebye to those funs . arghh . i hate going to school & study lahs .

min
imissyou

just came back ! one plus meet jeanie & michelle at senja . sian lahs , everytyme liddat . i upstairs , they downstairs . if not , they upstairs , i downstairs. pekcek lahhh ! then suppose got go watch movie . end up , no one confirm with clement. nvm lors , go sentosa help mark take back his ez-link card. stupid de, the person ferget to give him back , he ownself also ferget . diaoo ehs .

reach there quite late lors . jiu walk walk walk to siloso beach & find tha place where mark's ez-link card was left. asked the counter , then they say donthave. afterthat , went to sit at a place lors . stupid michelle crycry . then i follow her cry abit . lols , too sian le . MICHELLE , dont sad ler ohkays ? he is not worth it , alright . u still got me lahs , hahaa . dun say u dontwant hor ! (: lols , no more cryings . if need boyboy , i try introduce u super devoted de ! loveeee

stayed there till six plus bahs . took 963 back to plaza . then on tha bus , got one uncle lahs . piss me off #%$@! got a girl at tha left side sit beside him mahs , then im on tha right beside him . & this uncle was like dozing off . his head almost lie on tha girl's shoulder lahs . i see ler feel so uneasy so i kept coughing . he's still in his wonderful dreamland . after that , winnie ask me to kick him . but dontdare lahs . i think that girl cant take it ler , sort of like tell tha uncle lorhs . but again , it happens lahs . tha head went down & went back again . ahhh , see le so pekcek . lols , when tha girl stood up from her seat . she smiled to us and ask us to be careful . nice people lahs .

reach plaza at bout eight plus ? ate at jack's place nors. yups , then went to meet him outside bowling centre . timothy & his old classmate chitchat lors . he sooooo tanned lahs , hahaa . its been like how many days since i've never get to see u till today ? (: loveeeee , get well soon nahs .

homeworks , how ? sunday chiong , or tml chiong !?! ahhhhh , help lahs . gonna be pig soon (: hehs ,



jeanie & timo . sweet uhs ,



ME , jeanie , winnie & mich (:

min !

if i never msg u , u wont msg me ya ? hahaaa

yesterday went for guides early in tha morning . brrr ! meet cheryl and jeanie at senja then walk to school lorhs . take bus to hpb . listen to a talk and went to healthzone . sians , end ler . take mrt to town nors . walk around fareast and ate at longjohn. walk up to tha counter with jeanie lorhs . then that manager serve us . told her what we want , then she fucks rude lahs . as if we owe her something . but im not so angry lahs . i didn know why too , so abnormal . if it is tha usual me , i think i will scold her with jeanie like we always did . went back to our seat and kept saying bout her lorhs . still thought we are tha only one who got such service but eventually still got others lahs . with such service , can be manager orhs ? wahhh , then jeanie can be tha boss ler lahs . then went back to plaza le . met up with my laogong , winnie ! miss you like hell lahhhs . & she gave me a piglet thingy . thanks (: met clement there too . long time never see him lers , still never change . hehs , i mean hes still so cute xD after that went home lors.

one hour or more liddat , went out again -.- for guides campfire at teckwhye sec . i thought it will be grand but not really nahs . somemore , our guides like dead sia . nobody want to shout . sians , then just go on like this till nine ? cant rem , walk to phoenix station & yeps . went home ! dontknow is it that ytd too tired le , suo yi abit moody bahs . at night , dontknow what happen to me . rainfall lahs , then then all i can think is where is winnie ? i need her lahs , i need jeanie & michelle too lahs. hais , then i call her hp . she didn pick up , so cry more cham . && finally , she called my hp . fucks lahs , you finally call ohkay ! then i pick up , hear her voice then stop ler . ahhh , shes my baobei lahs . everytyme i got thing , she will be always there . & stupid lahs , ytd i really miss u so i call u ohkay . dont say i bluff de . lols , i miss you ! i miss jeanie ! i miss tingting ! ahhhhhhhh , i need u all lahs . i need you also lahs .

and winnie , actually ytd i really got alot of things to say but ya , just like what u say . i dontknow how to start. and i dontknow what i wanna say . u should know what im thinking ryte ? so , help me lahs . hais , people i need you all lahs . where is marker pen ? i need u to cheer me up ohkay ! HAIS , AHHHHH . wads wrong with me lahs .

please , dont ask me bout it .

min .

froggy sulastri ask me to do this ! lols , so i did (:
i may have to sabo some ppl . im sorry =x LOLS .


SEVEN STUFFS YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME. (Or maybe you don't)
1. i love to sleep =.=
2. i love shopping & tha brand ; playboy (:
3. i love (: , winnie , jeanie , michelle & cheryl & other close friends .
4. i hate liars & broken promises & timers && backstabbers & been hurt.
5. i hate sweet talks & people who force me to do things i dont like . ; i'll go really frustrated !
6. LIMIN is my name . ps : must remember ahs =x
7. my birthday is on 3rd oct . PRESENTS ?

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME.
1. CATS !
2. lizards
3. perverts -.-
4. snake
5. bees
6.
7.

SEVEN RANDOM MUSIC IM LISTENING TO AT THE MOMENT.
1. why - rain
2. bad day - danial powter
3. unfaithful - rihanna
4. deng dai - chen yi
5. say you love me - qi duo hua
6. jie tou - li jiu zhe
7. because of you - kelly clarkson

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST
1. neoprints
2. SLEEP
3. piglets
4. PLAYBOY stuffs ; i want alot !
5. blogging
6. go shopping with my girlfriends
7. go overseas !

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST.
1. ohkays
2. orhs
3. nors
4. hais
5. lols
6. ahs
7. baichi lahs.

SEVEN PEOPLE WHOM I WANT THEM TO WRITE.
1. jeanie
2. winnie
3. mich TINGTING !
4. him ; you know yourself lahs (:
5. jiahao
6. timothy
7. myself -.-''

ps ; hehs , paiseh hor .

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went to school for guides today . end quite early . then go jurong ent . sing kbox (: yups , then while waiting fer jeanie's laogong . saw my mum , went home with her nor. tml got campfire & erm must go healthzone fer badge . sians , morning jiu must wake up le . school reopening lahhhhhs . left dontknow how many days only . ahhs , i miss winnie & mich . stupid lahs , they sure miss their salt & houzi de.

er korkor want go buy contact lens -.- ai mei le . LOLS

min !

plain boring & saw this thing at friendster . hehs ,

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are you over 15?
- im fourteen plus , just that my birthday is not over -.-

what is the wallpaper on ur cellphone?
- my zilian pic ? lols (:

did you get enough sleep last nite?
- aww , didn . because .... =x

first 3 things you thought about this morning when you woke up?
1] can i continue sleep ?
2] am i going out today ?
3] can i have alot of money to go shopping ?

what do you have on your bed?
- stupid question ! pillow , my bolster ,bedsheet , my piglet . hahaa !

ever tried to skip meal?
- i always skip my dinner =x

Do you prefer grilled or fried?
-grilled ?

what makes you unique?
- i dont think im unique . so none !

are you afraid of the dark?
- ya , when its super DARK .

fave movies?
- cant remember, sorry ):

3 thgs you cant live without
- friends , family & ?

first thing you will buy if given one thousand dollars?
- pretty clothes lahs , i'll go shopping like mad der.

favourite songs you like to listen before sleep?
- alot to mention .

what are you afraid of?
- cats , if u want to know why . ask jeanie -.-

are you a giver or a taker?
- both ?

what are your nicknames?
- i've got alot nahs .
sushi , minmin , pig ,wu liao , fish

most recent movie that you watched?
- mmm , cant rem . mi 3 ?
i seldom watch movie ahs.

if you were invisible for a day, what would you do?
- no idea .

If u were to b stuck in a deserted island & could have only one kind of food for the rest of ur life,what would it be?
- dontknow , never think before

are you in love?
- yups (:

how long have you liked him/her?
- 9 days ? & i believe it will be long.

first thing you'll save in a fire?
- parents

your eye colour?
- black-.- i want my colour contacts .

what are the things you always bring along wit u everywhere?
- contact lens case , my small sling bag , comb ,
eyedrop , keys , handphone , wallet !

whos' on ur mind ryte now?
- close friends know (:

what do you usually do when the clock turns 7am?
- continue sleeping . LOL ,

the colour of ur bedsheet?
- pink + somekind of red ? (:

who do you want to meet?
- many people .

how's life?
- uhh , okok ?

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lalaaa , done ! hehs , im going to school tml for guides meeting at 12 fer tha campfire. sians . school work done half way le . holiday is ending , ahhh . i want more of it . hais ,

im falling for you (:

MIN !

i want more playboy items . i've got my playboy earrings ! hehs . bought quite long ago le but always ferget to mention lor . && i saw playboy specs at malaysia lahs . wahhhh , felt so brrrr ! i miss my girls . awww , im gonna change my blog song !

min

ahh . actually im pretty lazy to blog lahs . but fer some people sake (: i post bahs . hehs ! loveee , ytd came back from malaysia lers . went to segamat walkwalk lorhs . all i have is a card and a clothes. ohkay , its a very small village. then tha stupid yl keep disturb me . shits him , morning wake up he beside me . fucks angry lahs . then shout at him lor . so with him around , i dont have much peace. but , overall still ohkay lahs . stayed at fanny auntie 's house . first night , drank one can of beer . mummy is good ! lols . then i think i got abit drunk because i cant even walk properly . lalalaaa && i have not enough sleep . u know people ,im a pig . so i need alot of rest .

did i forget to mention sth ? i miss my HIM , WINNIE , MICHELLE , JEANIE ! but all boxim one . except winnie . i open my phone only saw her msg & kelvin kor ones . hahaa , joking lahs . its just a pity that i cant see my tagboard . so i cant see all tha tags. i got so pissed off with it this morning ! angry nahs .

so so so , today is father's day . went to grandpa house and celebrate it at taman jurong . damn far lahs , i lazy . & my niece know how to scold vulgarities . my grandpa teach de . imagine it lahs , one year old ohkay ! know how to scold lers , when grow up . how ? ohkay , nvm . stop talking bout it ! im going out with dad and mum for dinner later . two bros not free lor .

lastly , i will miss my winnie & mich so much ! because they went for npcc camp . hehs , i need to buy my contacts lahs . i feel so sleepy , alright . i want to sleep and be pig ! i want to see my tagboard lahs !

girlfriends ! i want to meet u all as soon as possible . lovess

min

sians sians sians.
he go camp le . four days bah then by the time he come back . i also on the way to malaysia . mmm , today stay at home watch tv nors . nothing to do also . want to do homework but see so many also sian half . at night then do bahs .

12th , meant nothing .

loveee

video (: crazy MIN , NIE & MICH
do have a look !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvA6aE29g-c

& btw , that stupid mich kept laughing when she video us -.- siao ders , hahaa (:

yesterday went out with ah nie & MICHtingting xD . jeanie never come along , not fun de . cause never get to see her lame actions . hahaa , but jeanie ! i never miss you at all ): lmao , was fun lahs . we two plus then meet out at cck mrt . then dontknow go where also . saw mark when waiting for winnie . happy belated birthday orhs ! hehs .

after that , go northpoint walk awhile lors . cause we really got no place fer us to go. orchard & bugis , we go till sians le . took neos there (: nicenice . tha face of winnie on the neoprint makes me laugh all the way lahs . damn baichi ehs . then then mich went to eat at kfc lors . stupid ders , ask her go find her deardear then her deardear everytyme busy . cant meet her , my MICHtingting miss her monkey alot lahs =x then , hao lers took mrt to marina square. do nothing there also . walkwalk nors , got alot of memories there bah . but maybe , it meant nothing to me now (:

because , im happy with what i have now ! walk till tha top floor , i think so . go arcade & play lohs. alot of funny things happen there nahs , lazy to write . but laugh alot . before that , brought them to a shop . got alot of nicenice books & cards de. i like their notebooks nah , ahhh . mich kept saying that im very violent. where got sia ! lols . when walking back to mrt , saw ronnie , eeling & kunda . then i also dontknow why but i screamed . hahaa

forgot when lers at mrt , think alot . yup , then took mrt to pasir ris . cause winnie want find her xiaoyan . but in the end , reach there lers . quite late lers , winnie's bro called her say she can ton . then i called my mum lorhs , but abit miss my bed nahs xD never go to east coast nors cause winnie's xiaoyan said that its late le . ask her dont come find him , dangerous . caring hors ? lalalaa

again , took mrt to marina bay . go haveee our steamboat. same three person again lohs . hahaa , saw joanne & her bf & her mum . sweet couple (: ohkay lers , took taxi to mich's mum there de chalet lorhs . tha taxi driver very cuteeeeee lahs , although he old ler . but the way he talks very funny . nice person , lovees.

reached there , very nice nors . we three sat outside the chalet chit-chat lors. yup , then the adults go bowling . we stay inside tha chalet . very quiet . stupid winnie go eat the cuttlefish . the sound makes me pekcek lahs . lols , but very sians so pei her eat lorhs . hahaa, they came back then a auntie smokes inside . mich cant tahan then we went out again .sit there let mosquitoes bite . then suddenly the lights went off . scare me .

went in again , sat at tha mahjong table nors . slept at four plus ? cant rem , today morning wake up le . eat breakfast then take taxi back to keathong lrt there . very sleepy nahs , took lrt back to senja & went home . suppose got go pei mum go plaza buy things de , cause i scare she faint mah . she not feeling that well bahs . walk out of the door le , a few steps . then mum said that she cant walk cause she feel giddy . went back lohs , go be pig . until five plus . msg with him (:

ohkay , & heard that jeanie like more happy than me when she know tha thing last night . jeanie , iloveyou ! dont go & love timo-thy . hahaa =x and and , i want to go out with you as soon as possible . ohkay ? hehs .

& the most important is that i deleted ALL tha msges he sent to me before in tha past . maybe i should do this much earlier bah . just like what winnie said , maybe its just the memories with him that kept bothering me . so , i've STOP thinking of him & start afresh with him (: i know i will love him to bits tha later time .

saw da korkor & his gf der photo . very sweet . tha paper there write " ting & kiat love story " . maybe i will have my da sao a few years time later. hehs , i think im having flu now . cause i felt soooooo cold . took pictures from mich's blog & i'll post some here nahs .



kelian de winnie . we got place to sit in the mrt ,
she donthave xD


reflections . ME , winnie & mich !


loves ,
min

girlfriends (: MIN , MICH , NIE , JEAN


lols , ohkay. i never go be guaikia today ! hahaa , i went out to meet mich & winnie . hello kitty & winnie tha pooh. lalaaa , afternoon go prepare lorhs . then they downstair wait fer me. so i rush down . hehs , went to plaza. makan in longjohn & saw my primary school friend , xingjue . shes still so prettaye . after that walk around lorhs , winnie go buy her earsticks . traffic light ^^ lmao ,

too sian lers , so decided to come to my house but mum is sick . then , we go my house nearby de shelter there talk . chat alot , bout relationships uh . i just got so agigated & fed up when i talk about it . brrr , nvm . suddenly felt that i wasnt alone when i broke down because i still have my girlfriends around me & yes , other caring friends . i think i miss karen now ! (: andd , i felt as if im selfish when im having a relationship . i tried to care but it always end up with a quarrel which i hated so much . i'll give in , i will . if theres still chance . mmm , im having a reflection on myself bahs . however , i dont think going back to the past will be a great idea xD . i will just look and think forward , be optimistic .

but one thing to mention , my life is also so suay & cham . thats me ! weee ! that rebecca ask me to do a blogskin for her . if i got the time or when im boring ? lols & victor kor , if you get to see this . just keep yourself calm , alright ? u & her will be fine . a small quarrel wont just break up you two so easily . takecare !

min .

‧° 你站在我心里的那门外等着 ,
可是我却从来也没有想为你打开 <3

finished my book lers ! SOUL LOVE ~ abit bu she de . sadded larhs - jenna & gabe . yesterday night start to do some homeworks. but still got alot left. see how many homeworks i have .

- four history structured essay questions
- chem worksheet
- one english essay
- pratice 5-8 comprehension ; 5 , i finish le ((:
- redo maths term 2 ws , altogether 10ws
- o'level physics , page 1-20
- home econs mind-maps

alot hors ? sians ehs . what a " nice " holiday orhs . i want go do manicure ! hahs , if i have money bah -.- dotdots . ohkays , later then post bah . think today never go out . stayed at home & be guaikia. study , study , study .

loveeeeees !
min

ahh , i forgot. happy birthday kelvin kor ! loves . sorry , cant spend your birthday with you today . butt , all you have to do is find a da sao for me =x hehes.

mixed feelings.
tell me what to do to sort it out .

ohkay , so i did a blogskin again with the same background because im finding but i fone none . suay , ryte ? hais , so if anyone have just tell me . i need it alots. im sick of looking at the same background larhs . hahaa

yesterday didn blog because my comp is down and today it became okay already . so out of boredom , i took my time doing this skin . very plain lahs , cause i dontknow what to put also . hehs (: yesterday was just spending my time reading book & watching tv . yes , book . im reading a book which im interested in . called the soul love , nicenice ! i rarely read books , uhh.

today suppose got go out watch movie ders , but some cannot . so nvm lors , maybe sat ? not sure yet . hais , i have not eaten lehs . ahhh , & my house there got pasar malam. wadever it spells . lmao , but the only thing i know is that when im hungry , i can just go down & buy . good hors ? winnie , your xiang chang ! =b hehs . && i have not touch my homeworks yet. i dont know when im going to do but i think i will do at the last minute which means to be the last day of holiday . i always do that nahs =x

; skips a beat X

min .

BORED .

one word can tell alot of things .

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i need nice black backgrounds.

MIN!

kaos , everytyme liddat de lahs . ihateyoo , ohkay ! everytyme say pei me go dontknow where , then end up say busy , got things to do at home . ARGH ! hate it sia , if u cannot pei me go , then dont everytyme make those promises larhs . empty promises sia . - fucks . come back home jiu nag , your mood not good also cannot vent your anger on me wad . why cant u just keep quiet for a moment . wadever , im rude . im stubborn . i dontcare. go away lahs , u are making me fucking angry . GO AWAY LAHS . say until like u so great like that. GIVE ME PEACE LAHS .

why dont you ask yourself . how long u never bring me out le ? how fucks LONG le . is not im still a kid , still want you to bring me out. is just that i need concerns from you . but did u even give me when i needed it . when im having fever , all u know is scold me but if is kor fever leh ? the way u treat him and me is different .. its like i donteven have parents at all . father at where ? GAMBLE , go home sleep . how long you never bring the whole family out ? all u know is gamble , isnt it ? dont say that im fortunate to have you as my parent , dont say that im having a good life to have you as my parent just because i have lots of freedom . but YOU dontknow how i feel inside . you dontknow ..

spoil my mood . the sight of you make me boils .


just now , went for remedial lesson . wanted to run away but caught by mr ong . suayy ! then ran away from history lohs . if not , end at 5 leh . who so stupid will stay sia . took lrt to bangkit , mich want buy her colour contact mah . purple ders (: after that , took lrt back to greenridge. go pizzahut & eat. nicenice , loooooooveees lah . ohkay , but i think i need to slim down le . bahhhh.

no mood to write so many le .


MIN !

ahhhh , i still have to go to school later at 1pm. what a holiday lahs . brrrrrrr ! mmm , i forgot to mention about yesterday . went to my cousin love's nest at sengkang condo ! lols , this is what my another cousin told me . & i saw their baby. very cute uhs , baby boy (: i realised that everywhere i go , i can really see a baby or or .. even that when a baby cry finish , another one will start. so this is how i spend my wonderful afternoon.

im wasting my time there , i think so . watching my niece swimming . ohkay , very boring . went up to my cousin's house . nicenice ! looked through their wedding photos and honeymoon photos. super duper sweet lahs (: they went to europe , finland & alot of places. bytheway , i saw a small boy who looked like hun xue er . girlfriends , u know who im talking uh. he is a mixed , hahaa . ahh , so alike . the hairstyle , the eyes , the skin colour ~ then again , those things came to my mind . limin , stop thinking ! ahhh

holiday assignments not done ! i think im going to buy assessment book later . but will waste money bah . hahaa , cause i think i wont do that often too . && i need to return the vcds later . i felt like sleeping again.

wanted to do a blogskin but i cant find any backgrounds or images i want . duhs !

& happy 3rd month to jeanie & timo !
yi bei zi zai yi qi , okay ? (:
hahaa


MIN !

mmm , yesterday was quite fun lahs . went to bugis with jeanie , timo and winnie . reach there , go bugis street walkwalk first nor , then went to bugis junction & took neos (: timo & jeanie took neos also ! LOLS , but very ke xi lahs . got so many sweet sweet de pic , in the end left one sia . tsk tsk ~ jeanie paiseh wors. lmao . 5.30 plus , we went down & yang chen lin came later. she very cute uhs , her voice.

then went to fareast lohs , saw salt =X hahaa , go walkwalk again lors. the shop i want go de , close le lehs . hais , nvm . at night , took bus back to keathong . makan in mac with jean and timo . after that , timo go home first lor cause he tired mah . me & jeanie go playground there wait fer winnie come . sat there for dontknow how long . talk alot lahs . yup , liddat lors.

going to relative house later. sians

MIN !

new song (: by jolin .
nicenice

hehs !

im going out later . bugis =/ ohkay , i want go shopping !


MIN !

LIBRA

Birth stone

Opal or aquamarine

You like...

Pretty ornaments, cuddly toys, romance and candles.

You dislike...

Loud computer games, wrestling, yesterday's fashions and being lonely.

You're best at...

Patching up problems between mates, always seeing both sides of the story and surrounding yourself with beautiful things and people.

deep down

You yearn to find ur soul mate - the one man who will sweep u off ur feet and ride into the sunset on a big white horse. Love and relationships are what matter to u most.

Your career...

In keeping with ur caring nature, choose veterinary science, teaching or medicine.

Fashion

You like clothes with a sexy, feminine feel. You love frills and flounces but won't wear them unless they're in fashion. You look good in a variety of colours from bright red and navy to softer, more pastelly shades. When it comes to accessories, you like jewellery but it has to be discreet and understated. No tiaras for you, thanks very much!

As a mate...

U will go to any lengths to avoid tiffs and hate it when a friendship breaks up. Ur mates find u interesting and objective but they get frustrated when u can't make up ur mind. Mostly, though, they think u are trustworthy and terrific.

As a girlfriend...

U love being part of a couple and will work ur socks off to keep things calm 'n' cosy. Arguments bother u so u would rather avoid an issue than knuckle down and sort it out. U are happiest when everything's rosy and crumble into a tearful heap when it's not.

If your boyf's a Libra...

Expect him to be a good listener but give him space to say his piece too. Libra boys find it difficult to make tough decisions, so learn to read his mood and take the lead about where to go on dates, etc. He'll soon come round if u handle with care.

michelle (:
dont think so far lers. everything will be fine , alright ? (: loves

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went to school early this morning . i think should be very early . sulastri , cheryl and i got the wrong time . nvm , so i went to buy things to eat cause i nv eat my breakfast ! after that , went for the mind-mapping workshop . should say quite fun , maybe it helps on my studies . i can stop reading the textbook and i'll just do a mind-map & memories everything at once ! good uhs ? xD

after the lesson , went to talk with hweekhim in 3c classroom . we ( cheryl , renytta & me ) talked , yea. i was like asking hweekhim questions . & everything was ok now . i hope she wont act infront of me because i think she is still a nice girl , perhaps . no calling each other bitch , no more ! no insultings too ! we will be the bestest & bestest friend . i think so : S

makan at senja grand with renytta mei & cheryl . ohkays le , went back to school fer social studies lessons. didn touch any new chaps . basically , we are just learning about the skills on how to do structured questions . uhs , i dont think i know how to write the conclusion L5 . because , im dreaming all the way .

lessons ended at 3pm & mich , winnie & i accompanied sulastri to take her contact lens at bangkit. then , we went to plaza . bought foods & makan in apple tree . lalaaa - walked around and went off bout five or four plus . winnie they all went to lot 1 & i walked back home . so boring lahs . im going to do my homework later . if im not lazy , i hope so . bytheway , im starting to talk to myself at times . im just plain boring lahs & i will just kept asking myself questions infront of a non - living thing. ohkay , im not insane . im not zibi lahs !! hahs (: im just trying to get myself a answer . & often , i will cry after that thennnn i will feel much better .

ohkays , sickening and frustrating life . tired of it . it has been so long since i cry . aww , maybe i should cry now ah ?! hahas , sorry . i think im crazy now . LOLS

mmm , felt like doing a new blogskin . but it takes lots of time . maybe next time lohs , when im bored & have nothing to do ? && im going to malaysia soon , on tha 15th . so miss me lahs! hehs , i think im going out tml to bugis . not sure bah , i miss shopping alot . but tha problem is i dont have the money to buy anything , sians sia .


MIN !

ohkay , i think i know who . just a rough idea . is either that guy i saw on wed , im wearing home clothes bah. . possibilities ? i dontknow ...
or on thursday im wearing sch u there , someone i dontknow.
hell life-

stayed at home the whole day . eat , study lohs . start to do homework lers . quite sian ehs , but no choice . tml go school for workshop. study again , hais .. wad a holiday ~ i want to go out lahs .

understand me ~

MIN !